Michael_nodojr
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People have also been depressed, and some are committing suicide, if you feel lonely, need encouragement or just someone to vent to.
Feel free to message me,
I know talking about it, seems pointless but take it from someone who tried to take his own life six years ago. It does.
I remember how good it felt telling my side of the story to an absolute stranger, and I never saw her again, but at least my wounds were able to breathe, and after that I began to heal. I was healing and hurting at the same time, on all kinds of meds, like anti depressants but I've been medication free for six years this year, depression left me ever since I began to pray about it. And I let Jesus into those deep wounds and they hurt when you revisit them but its way better than memories of the past popping up that make you feel like trash everyday, I used to have those too but when I forgave myself and prayed about it, I began to heal.
I used to hate it when people said, five years from now she, it won't even matter but they were right.
There's nothing that can't be fixed, healed, mended or forgiven by God.
Michael_nodojr
People have also been depressed, and some are committing suicide, if you feel lonely, need encouragement or just someone to vent to.
Feel free to message me,
I know talking about it, seems pointless but take it from someone who tried to take his own life six years ago. It does.
I remember how good it felt telling my side of the story to an absolute stranger, and I never saw her again, but at least my wounds were able to breathe, and after that I began to heal. I was healing and hurting at the same time, on all kinds of meds, like anti depressants but I've been medication free for six years this year, depression left me ever since I began to pray about it. And I let Jesus into those deep wounds and they hurt when you revisit them but its way better than memories of the past popping up that make you feel like trash everyday, I used to have those too but when I forgave myself and prayed about it, I began to heal.
I used to hate it when people said, five years from now she, it won't even matter but they were right.
There's nothing that can't be fixed, healed, mended or forgiven by God.
Michael_nodojr
Hey Guys!!! How are you South Africa has been in lock down for almost forty days with no end in sight, I hope you're okay and most of all I pray God has kept you alive. In this lock down period, I haven't been updating much here, but I've been writing a lot. Almost two million characters according to SwiftKey.
Are restrictions being lifted where you stay?
Here we will open up in stages, no sun, no walks Nada lol just walls and more walls.
JessicaGallant1
Thank you for reading, voting and adding All That I Have to your library! Updates approx every 2 weeks. I hope you'll enjoy!
Michael_nodojr
Hey guys wanted to check in, South Africa just had its first confirmed case. Hope you guys are okay please pray for your country, community, town and others.
Then Read Psalms 91:5-6
ScarlettBlackDaisy
Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better ❤️
ScarlettBlackDaisy
@Michael_nodojr Haha thank you so much! That's incredibly kind of you ❤️❤️
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Michael_nodojr
When I get time I'll comment, I'll vote, and I'll give you feedback. So busy at the moment but thank you for writing
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Michael_nodojr
@ScarlettBlackDaisy lol I saw it as a chance to one day say, when I see A book with your pseudonym on it. I can say I knew her before she got famous. And my kids will say, "No you didn't." and I'll say, "There was this app called wattpad, I know you kids are too young to know that app but that's where it all started."
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Michael_nodojr
There's this website called readingsanctury.com which let's you download books in pdf form that are or were adapted to movies or television shows , but you have to leave a comment on the authors Amazon's page. And give a review, they have tons of books like little women, game of thrones, the 100 etc.
Michael_nodojr
Two followers away from getting my century, I feel like a cricket batsman looking at the green with the bowler maybe Archer with the ball, hurtling towards me at 140 kms an hour and I'm just breathing taking it all in, and all I know the next ball will take South Africa over line, and win the test series.
So thank you guys, and looking back only six years ago, I tried to take my own life. Thinking I had nothing to offer anyone or the world. But Jesus came to me and said, "There's still much to do."
So thank you for being part of my journey. I hope the stories God has given me give you hope, and take you on an adventure of a lifetime. That's what C.S Lewis, Mark Twain, Charles Dickens did for me.
In a time where I was bullied I used to look out my boarding room window, and look if the BFG would come, and I'd find myself crying over Aslan when he became a sacrifice.
What about Huckleberry Finn? What about Sherlock Holmes?
I pray I write books that will stand the test of time just like George Orwells. If he were alive and saw the camera's on every street, the facial recognition software. His "Big brother" and what about he saw Marxism and Socialism making a come back, when he warned us about it.
I wonder if he'd say, "I told you so."
Violet_Fairchild
Greetings! I hope you've been having a nice day so far. If not, I send encouragement for you to overcome the bad times.
I'd like to thank you for following me, as one seemingly insignificant click could mean a lot to someone else. I'd also like to thank you for introducing me to unsplash.com - it saved my life.
I wish to know your reason for following my account, if you're comfortable sharing it with me. If not, I can understand.
I hope to be of some help to you at some point in your life.
Thank you very much.
Sincerely,
Violet_Fairchild.
Violet_Fairchild
@Michael_nodojr It's quite strange that I'm not creeped out by the fact that someone anonymous knows how to make me smile. Messages like these help keep you sane when your loved ones know just how to wipe the happiness off of your face. Thank you so much for your kind reply!
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Michael_nodojr
@Violet_Fairchild I have this stupid grin on my face, and I feel all mushy inside. Thank you so much for following me back. The reason I followed you is because I read your bio, and I saw how much you cared about people, and you wanted to address the things that mattered. And you wanted to be light, and to encourage people and give them a means of not escaping but to somehow find the will to carry on. It wasn't always like that for me before, I didn't have all this joy inside and this positive outlook. I was broken so I had to pick myself up. I had to find a way out. So now I try to be that for someone else, because I never had that. So when I see someone else like doing the same thing; it makes my heart warm. And by you just writing this, you have helped so much. Writing is a lonely life, you sit in front of a computer or a phone and you imagine, conversations between people, you build worlds. While your world is lonely and quiet. So any recognition that, "Hey? You made a difference in my life." that's all the thanks I need. Unsplash was a godsend I was struggling with covers, always worried I'll have someone say I must change my cover because it's their intellectual property but now with unsplash.com there's none of that. You just give the artist credit and that's it :). Lol I was thinking of ending my letter with "Yours faithfully" or "love" and insert my name next to it. Like in the good old days of pen and paper but I opted out of it :D
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Michael_nodojr
How is Tesla clearing out a forest to build electrical cars green or helping the environment?
And you're right its not. But all these people care about is the bottom line the profits. But the climate change activists are quiet, why?
I'll let you have biscuits with that. Tell me what you guys think.
As people even if we were to go green, there's corporations like Coca-Cola who is the world's worst pollutant and they keep making plastic bottles.
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://qz.com/1806824/tesla-resumes-clearing-forest-in-germany-for-next-gigafactory/&ved=2ahUKEwiV2PTGn_DnAhWuDmMBHRkDAEMQFjADegQIBBAB&usg=AOvVaw2Ey8fYJHkbDPuP3VBlwCFd
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://singularityhub.com/2020/02/25/tesla-is-clearing-a-forest-outside-berlin-for-its-first-european-gigafactory/&ved=2ahUKEwiV2PTGn_DnAhWuDmMBHRkDAEMQxfQBMAJ6BAgBEAQ&usg=AOvVaw1_GrW2UScWq01QiDVSR0ca
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://www.reuters.com/article/us-tesla-gigafactory/court-allows-tesla-to-clear-forest-for-german-gigafactory-idUSKBN20E2UH&ved=2ahUKEwiV2PTGn_DnAhWuDmMBHRkDAEMQFjABegQIDBAH&usg=AOvVaw15H-4-4NzFvLZnAp4Gmd8C