M.J.Williams

Hey, I'm kinda back? I was diagnosed with Cancer not too long ago. So- I have lots of free time. No job, and no schooling. So I mind as well work on my stores again right? I'll try.

I'm back. I broke my laptop months ago and finally bought a new one. While I was away from writing, I fell out of 'love' for BTS so I won't be continuing my Namjoon fan fiction, nor will I ever write one again. I'm trying to get back into writing again but I don't know if I'll find any motivation any time soon. Sorry.

Since I haven't published anything in months, I'm simply going to publish all my drafts, finished or not. (Actually that's a lie, I'm publishing story drafts not, "I'm editing this" drafts.) I'll just show you guys my story Ideas that I have started. It's mostly one story titled along the lines of "Shelter for misfits."

I've been gone for so long, I'm just depressed, editing and republishing "A Year in Seoul" is going to take so long. I just don't want to do it.

But in better news, "Friends with Benefits" (My CORPSE x Reader FF) will for sure be getting another chapter soon to celebrate Sykkuno and CORPSE meeting each other in person. 

"A Year in Seoul" is almost at 1k views. I wanted to have my motivation back in time to publish 6 additional parts when that time hit but I have had zero motivation and haven't even sat down to write a single word in months. I don't want to give up on it because it's my baby but, with the lack of motivation and WattPad fucking up the order of my chapters and not letting me fix it, I just want to throw the whole book away. 

Okay so I don't watch things but ARMY that I follow are pissed, did BTS not win the grammy? Who we gotta kill? 

If I fucking delete it and republish it, I'm not getting those views back. I see zero point in bothering with this shit. 

WattPad needs to get their shit together. Because this is fucking ridiculous. My fucking story "A Year in Seoul" is out of fucking order. I don't know how the hell it happened in the first place and I've tried to correct it like 50 times. It has nearly a thousand reads and I really don't want to delete it to redo it. The parts are numbered how the fuck can you mess that shit up. Whatever. I really don't care anymore. This app is trash. 

I had such a weird dream last night. It didn't even feel like my own. It was as if I were watching a movie. Living someone elses life. It was so detailed that it felt like real life, true events. I can't remember much of it now but I really want to write a story about it.