Miraju_

Can we talk about how hard it is to not be friends with someone you used to be close with?
          	
          	Like... I think I managed to move on but sometimes, I catch myself thinking about them again. Not the version that made me miserable but the version that made me feel... safe.
          	
          	But then I remember how they acted with me eventually... and I start feeling confusion, pain and bit of anger... though most likely the two latters.
          	
          	I was never the really vengeful kind... you could do me dirty and I will still never hate you, at most I will pity you. 
          	
          	Now, no matter how much they hurt me... or how they made me feel like I wasn't good enough, I may act like I am angry.. but deep down I am conflicted. Part of me wants to hate them, and the other is ready to welcome them once more.
          	
          	It left me wondering... if they were to return, what would I do? What SHOULD I do? Should I forgive them? Or should I close the door?
          	
          	I hate being unable to hold grudges because eventually I feel like a complete idiot for being unable to hate someone who hurt me and made me miserable without even realising...

Miraju_

Can we talk about how hard it is to not be friends with someone you used to be close with?
          
          Like... I think I managed to move on but sometimes, I catch myself thinking about them again. Not the version that made me miserable but the version that made me feel... safe.
          
          But then I remember how they acted with me eventually... and I start feeling confusion, pain and bit of anger... though most likely the two latters.
          
          I was never the really vengeful kind... you could do me dirty and I will still never hate you, at most I will pity you. 
          
          Now, no matter how much they hurt me... or how they made me feel like I wasn't good enough, I may act like I am angry.. but deep down I am conflicted. Part of me wants to hate them, and the other is ready to welcome them once more.
          
          It left me wondering... if they were to return, what would I do? What SHOULD I do? Should I forgive them? Or should I close the door?
          
          I hate being unable to hold grudges because eventually I feel like a complete idiot for being unable to hate someone who hurt me and made me miserable without even realising...

Miraju_

Fvck it guys, I am coming back cause I like y'all too much :))
          
          If this lying 'friend' comes back and dare threaten me? I will make sure they haven’t got anything to add. Cause HELL no, you ruined my relationships, you are not RUINING my passions with the lies you pulled out of your arse.
          
          So, yeah. Get over it, and if you got anything to tell, say it to my face. Or better yet! Go cry about it to your sheeps~ 
          
          Xoxo

Miraju_

I don't really care if I am rude or not, I used to be kind and patient but they just made me waste my sympathy. So, yeah— I am voicing out how I feel without any censorships. I do not care if this gets used against me, I am not the villain here. ('----')/
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Miraju_

Is everyone dead?
          Tout le monde est mort ou?

Miraju_

@ MasterKuriboh  Got jumpscared but hi!
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MasterKuriboh

Heya
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MasterKuriboh

@Miraju_
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