Hiya. To cut to the chase, I am no longer continuing with From The Italian Secret Service fic anymore.
Why? Well, it just feels a bit cringe worthy and embarrassing, words I don't use lightly. At the time I made it, I wasn't an MxM shipper. I simply made it as a joke and homage to my favourite 007 film, On Her Majesty's Secret Service. I was also more or less against MxM as a whole.
However, over time, curiosity got the better of me and I began to get consumed by MxM fics and it sorta got out of hand, to the point where I must've had difficulty separating Fiction from Reality and it began to cloud my judgement. Yeah, it wasn't pretty. Looking back at it now, I'm just like “Well that was weird”.
Regarding what happens now, I do have a few ideas for what to write next, it just depends if I have the motivation to write. I don't want to give any details away in the event I don't end up writing it as it feels like I'm not a man of my word, so just sit tight and wait I guess.
I don't mean to disrespect any MxM or Fanfic writer. You do your own thing, I don't care. I'm not one to judge. It just doesn't feel like me.