✨️Sun✨️

Good morning babe ^^ ❤️

This is kind of a rant, not being dramatic but it needs to be said before I go crazy. I've been holding it in for a month.
          
          My grandmother has grown cold. So, let me explain, yesterday she found out that I was sleeping in her bed (when she offered since she didn't want me sleeping on the couch, so she took the couch instead ) and my mom was supposed to be sharing the bed with me. And she didn't feel comfortable sleeping without dad next to her. 
          
          Yeah, we got in trouble,  AFTER I WARNED HER that she would get in trouble.  It had been going on for a month, and grandma has had it.. she said "ITS ALL OF YOUR FAULT. YOU LIED TO ME!" Lied? Lied about what?! My family and I dealt with being burnt out of a house we were renting from a landlord who had no place to be renting that old place to us, because he is a creep, my brother got hospitalized due to trauma, and I am suffering intrusive thoughts because of the emotional turmoil. My family and I are homeless and got no where else to go. 
          
          What does make me laugh is that he burnt himself out of his own building, so that's his fault for not even fixing the wiring before we got there.
          
          We have until the end of this week to find a place.. at this point I am mass praying for a miracle 
          
          I'm terrified of my own grandmother because she is mega strict. Yeah, that just happened.
          
          I'm not angry, I'm just very, VERY disappointed at this point.
          
          So yeah, I very much want to cry but my body won't let me. I usually don't vent, but this needed to be said. She is family, I know, I still love her, yes. But holy crap balls of fire she is mean, like KAREN GRANDMA MEAN ☠️ 

My mom's boss Carol passed away today 7w7 
          
          RIP Carol, she was 66, she was an awesome woman, even though I got to talk to her a only a couple times. She passed away from a heart attack.. oof.. ;w; 
          
          

My niece has the goofiest laugh I have ever heard WTF ☠️

So, my grandma is kicking my family out. Why? Stupid reason. We didn't tell her I was sleeping in her bed as a queen. And basically speaking, she knew, but she didn't know I wasn't sharing it with my mom anymore.
          
          She was sleeping with dad. She's used to it that way.
          
          So yeah, stupid reason ☠️

I recently got into the Poppy playtime fandom and dude, Prototype reminds me of Error Sans because of his voice- 
          
          I fr wanna hug Huggy and Kissy (I recently got done watching the playthrough, I reached chapter 4 and  holy smokes, the jumpscares caught me off guard but that is what makes the game so good! ) 
          
          Also yeah, I did see spoilers of chapter 5 and I am not gonna say anything else about it. I'm in for a ride ☠️

I need you rn... I'm really mentally drained... sorry for the bother...

Hey babe just thought to check in on ya see how you are doing hope you are feeling alright you are the best girlfriend and i love you so much ❤️❤️✨️

My pfp is my new oc I had drawn, but I had put it through AI (not many like that idea but that's just a matter of opinion.) KIRI LOOKS AWESOME!! OH MY GODS!! ✨️

Idk why but something triggered me so badly the day before that one of my characters (I call my personalities that thanks to my dad and my characters dont seem to mind it ) had gone feral because of the fact someone said the words literally and not metaphorically, saying how "it's like she doesn't want me" which made one of versions of me snap. And I immediately went into my mindspace and heard processed screaming. Or bear screaming or whatever, because that was.. wow.. 
          
          Dmitri isn't one to temper. He has just woken up from a two year slumber. And this was what he woke up. Not being dramatic. But my head hurts just thinking about how those words triggered him. Now he's all huffle puff because he for real is a parent figure. He has no true mate, not yet. But that explains why said I've always wanted a child, because he wants to be a father one day. 
          
          That explains my episode. I'm all good now though, but I uhh- may act weird for a bit because of stress related matters. I try not to bring it here but it just happens sometimes. A person needs to vent sometimes to let out some frustration. 
          
          It works, but not all the time. ☠️