So, this is a trigger warning about what occurred to me two years ago.
This is the first time I've ever actually told anyone about this, besides my parents.
But--
You wanna know something interesting that actually happened about two years ago? Back then I had been in a massive toxic relationship with a abusive narcissist and I told him to leave me alone. Dude had been hanging around and stalking me since I was 16. And two years ago he admitted to me, IN PUBLIC that he was a gr00mer.
That explains why I told him to stop he never did because back then I was a kid and he was a-- yeah that. I hope he burns in hell, because if I see him again, he better hope I don't release my dad kraken on him.
Because once I do, there isn't gonna be any of him left, and yes. He left me alone after my mom threatened, two years ago to expose him and get him arrested.
Honestly, I was a gullible kid back then and couldn't see it wasn't love. Probably why I have so many gosh didly darn issues today as we speak, but I'm working through the hurricane of war in myself, explains where the mini versions of me came from. I often can't deal with reality as it is, so I split myself into parts to help me deal with it without poofing my existence into the void, I was never supposed to make it past sixteen. But here we are! I'm gonna be 28 next month!! Yiipie!! I survived!!
He's gonna regret that. Dearly. Because once I get knocked down, he better hope I don't knock his ass to hell where he belongs. Not a threat, it is a powerful fact. Karma works like this, but I don't have to do anything. I'll let God handle it. Because I know exactly how it's gonna go and when it does come, I'm gonna say "told ya so, ya dipshite"
He never believed in God, the guy, (not saying his name ) who hurt me. For ten years I dealt with his narcissistic bull honk a donk. Now I'm free!!
BABY I'M FREE!! THANKS TO MY MOM FOR BEING A HELPING HAND!! GOD BLESS MY MOM!! ❤️