MrKingSun

So, my dad is preparing for the bibles three days of darkness. Let's hope it doesn't start while we're out in the woods. Because if it does. We're goners ☠️
          
          But if we have faith. We will survive.

Remember when I used to have beef with my dad? (If you're new, I'll explain) when I was a teenager I had beef with my dad and wanted to punch his lights out all the time because he used to verbally and mentally degrade my mind all because I was a rebellious teenager. I was in my heavy metal punk phase, I was called a misfit in school, got in trouble, got detention a lot, however I was a grade A student. Somehow. 
          
          I know where my dad got that from, too. The verbal and mental stuff. My grandma. Of course. Also we don't have beef against one another anymore. But sometimes he makes me want to slug him darn stupid- he smokes cigarettes. And he hasn't had one at all today. I just wish he would finally quit because he smokes when he stresses. And I refuse to smoke because-- DUHH it's bad for your lungs! 
          
          Anyway, I feel more connected to you all by telling you this. Just pray that my family finally finds a home. Because at this point.
          
          I feel like giving up, but something is telling me to keep going ✨️❤️

My grandma made it a big deal when I wanted to play my Nintendo switch yesterday when I haven't played it all week. She said, and I quote: "keep it in the truck next time" and what I should have said was: "NEXT TIME KEEP YOUR ATTITUDE IN 1939!!" Because she p1ssed me off a fierce. I switched personality so fast, I have marks on my arms because one of them was trying to get out and oof her back to that year (when she was born ) 
          
          And uhhh-- yeah, it was nail marks. I'm never having long nails ever again. 
          
          But yeah, my grandma seriously p1ssed one of them off and now one of them wants to strike at her. But I won't let them because-- yeah, obvious reasons. 
          
          But uhhh-- once I have had enough I'll start seeing red. Seeing red is a bad thing. So I am trying to stay in control.
          
          I asked grandma why she hates my family. She never responded. Good. LET HER THINK. SHE MADE ME CRY AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHITE. SHE DESERVES TO THINK!! ☠️

The spam bots are back again ffs ☠️

So, this is a trigger warning about what occurred to me two years ago. 
          
          This is the first time I've ever actually told anyone about this, besides my parents. 
          
          But--
          
          You wanna know something interesting that actually happened about two years ago? Back then I had been in a massive toxic relationship with a abusive narcissist and I told him to leave me alone. Dude had been hanging around and stalking me since I was 16. And two years ago he admitted to me, IN PUBLIC that he was a gr00mer. 
          
          That explains why I told him to stop he never did because back then I was a kid and he was a-- yeah that. I hope he burns in hell, because if I see him again, he better hope I don't release my dad kraken on him. 
          
          Because once I do, there isn't gonna be any of him left, and yes. He left me alone after my mom threatened, two years ago to expose him and get him arrested. 
          
          Honestly, I was a gullible kid back then and couldn't see it wasn't love. Probably why I have so many gosh didly darn issues today as we speak, but I'm working through the hurricane of war in myself, explains where the mini versions of me came from. I often can't deal with reality as it is, so I split myself into parts to help me deal with it without poofing my existence into the void, I was never supposed to make it past sixteen. But here we are! I'm gonna be 28 next month!! Yiipie!! I survived!! 
          
          He's gonna regret that. Dearly. Because once I get knocked down, he better hope I don't knock his ass to hell where he belongs. Not a threat, it is a powerful fact. Karma works like this, but I don't have to do anything. I'll let God handle it. Because I know exactly how it's gonna go and when it does come, I'm gonna say "told ya so, ya dipshite" 
          
          He never believed in God, the guy, (not saying his name ) who hurt me. For ten years I dealt with his narcissistic bull honk a donk. Now I'm free!! 
          
          BABY I'M FREE!! THANKS TO MY MOM FOR BEING A HELPING HAND!! GOD BLESS MY MOM!! ❤️

New theme! This is one I made and drawn myself!✨️

They're discontinuing the Nintendo Switch,  whyyy! ;^;

So idk why but announcements were broken? 
          
          That I had no idea .>. 
          
          But it's back now!

Happy 4th of July! ✨️

I am once again obsessing over Sun Wukong!! Ahhhh! If youre gonna ask, yes I simp for a monkey. He's more man than animal >:3