MultiFandomFox
MultiFandomFox
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Our turtle died...
Michelangela escaped a few weeks ago and we couldn't find her...
But today, I did. I was the one to discover her...
I was cleaning out our cats' litter box.. and... since I hadnt cleaned it in weeks (depression episode.. ugh..)..
The cat litter had sucked all the moisture out of her, which likely killed her quickly.. it also took her eyes. Her EYES. They were completely gone... Her limbs were shriveled and dried.. she looked horrific.
I feel terrible.. if I had found her sooner, if my depression hadn't hit me for weeks.. I could have saved her...
I need to go lie down... and cry. A lot... my fucking turtle is gone...
Rest in peace, Michelangela Maple... We'll miss you..
Volpixal
@MultiFandomFox oh no! Im so sorry! This is in no way the same, nor am I trying to act like my own thing is comparable to your loss, but I had to give away my younger dog a few days ago. While it is again not in any way the same as this, I sympathize/empathize with your loss (as horrible as I am at expressing that). I give you hugs and bonk of comfort as that is the best I can offer you right now, and hope that helps, even if just a tiny bit.
MultiFandomFox
We win!!! They got rid of the alarm clock!! (They technically just got rid of the sound and movement but instead put an alarm on my tablet instead)
WE WIN
MultiFandomFox
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Well, uhh,, my parents bought all of us alarm clocks. They're not normal alarm clocks. When they go off, their wheels start spinning and they yell very very loud and roll around your room until you catch it and turn it off. I fucking hate this thing. It gave me a panic attack and a shit ton of overstimulation at seven in the fucking morning for no reason. I hate it. I don't know why my parents thought this was a good idea for their autistic teenager afraid of loud noises who gets overstimulated easily. Why. I fucking hate it.
Cyansong
If you could turn the sound off it sounds like a great pet toy. For human though? No. No bad idea. Imagine it going off when your sick and getting up makes you feel worse and things get spinny and then you still have to catch it. Even for a normal person this is a horrible idea
MultiFandomFox
Guys,,, I think I'm plural,, uhhhhhh coolio
MultiFandomFox
@FreddieAndGeorgie22 ohhh Well, I use mpd cuz we don't really dissociate very much when switching? Idk man, but I'm figuring it all out. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
FreddieAndGeorgie22
@MultiFandomFox Lolll, yess the trench coat! I'm pretty sure that MPD is the dated term for DID from the early 90's before the more accurate name change, so I think they're the same thing. I hope everything goes well with learning more about it!
MultiFandomFox
@FreddieAndGeorgie22 probably DID. maybe just mpd. Possible overlap but idk. I'm not diagnosed, but I know for certain we're multiple people in a trench coat. :))
MultiFandomFox
One of the actors at the Shakespeare festival I went to singled me and a bunch of cis guys out for having features the character was interested in. ME. A guy who doesn't pass very well!!! I think my blue hair and flannel tipped her off XD
MultiFandomFox
*appears out of obscurity to vent about my tonsils, or where they used to be*
Taking my pills has become very easy for me somehow. Thanks to sweet drinks and a week having passed since the tonsillectomy. The only bad things are being woken up, the temporary pain of swallowing, and dealing with the heart attack that is the alarm. Other than that, I'm feeling pretty great! Swallowing sucks, but it's been getting better. :D
MultiFandomFox
TONSILS ARE COMPLETELY OUTTTTT!!! YAYY!!!!
I'm still dizzy, and my throat hurts, but they're finally gone! :D
REECETHEKATYCAT59
@MultiFandomFox Yay!! I remember how much my throat hurts after I got my tonsils and adenoids out but the pain goes away eventually and it's so much better when they are out.
That-enby-idiot
@MultiFandomFox EYYYYY hope you feel a bit better soon!!! Congrats on getting them removed (?) I don’t really know what to say lol
MultiFandomFox
Getting my tonsils out today, everyone wish me luck!
MultiFandomFox
I have a tonsillectomy on Friday!! Yippee!!
Also, 8 away from 200???? Yo????
Disappears into the fog
