My mum doesn't understand anything about anything
I screamed at her
And now want to cry so fucking much And fucking swear until my fucking mouth fucking falls off into the fucking dirty as shit ground.
FUCK LIFE
@Pizzaloverdude its hypothetical. But yea. I have been questioning my sexuality for like 7 months, came out about questioning it like 1 or 2 months ago and then at lunch today accidentally said to some of my friends "I'm pretty sure I'm gay of some sort"
I'm not okay the feeling is back worse than before idk what to do with myself anymore and all I feel is numb and pain is anyone there? Please I need someone I don't want to do anything stupid yet I want to die SO FUCKING MUCH I CAN'T HANDLE THIS I'm panicking a but because last time I upset someone so much (I'm still really sorry about that) but I can't control myself it HURTS SO MUCH
@LokiLover660 Okay. I'm calm (on the outside) and my breathing is getting slower, idk what to do with the pain, I have pills in my room (it's only ibroprufen, don't worry) but I don't trust myself with a strip full of pills and I also have no water, but everything hurts
@LokiLover660 I'm trying not to. I'm breathing and I'm trying. I promise. The feeling of being torn apart is coming back with a vengeance, I hate it sm