Being a visionary is both one of the greatest gifts and one of the worst curses. On one hand, you can come up with the greatest thoughts and ideas, but on the other, you can never truly rest, as your mind is always at work. Don't get me wrong, it can be truly great at certain times, though sometimes I lie awake at night, ridden with insomnia, and I wish I could not have to constantly overthink things, and that I could actually just be in the moment and feel like I actually belong, like I'm where I'm supposed to be. Maybe I'm just a fool looking a gift horse in the mouth, I'll let you all be the judge.