Nadia

That feeling where you lose your last childhood innocence. Today on Sunday, July 12 I realized that my parents aren't good people, or at least morality speaking. I've already realized that they could never fall under the category of being a great person. I've realized that the world can make people jaded but you hold that piece in your heart that the people who are close too you were the exception of the world, but that would be naivety. I wonder what will happen in the future to make me as jaded as the world. Or will I be stubborn enough to prevail? 

I don’t want to be extraordinary by average means. Would you tell a kid that it amazes you at what he could do. No, or at least not without sounding weird but, adults say that their amazed that I can write and run or walk. Do you know how degrading that is. I don’t want people to be inspired by me. I’m not an inspiration, I’m just a kid trying to survive like everyone else.

Never mind. When it was 2010 first day I was four. When it turned 2010 I was in preschool. 2010 I was four and five years old. I’m fourteen now in 2019 and in my freshman year of high school. This decade was my childhood. I grew up in this decade. This decade I learnt that the world is a harsh place. It scary knowing how quickly my childhood is ending.

2010 I was in kindergarten. Now when 2020 hits I'm in my last semester of freshman year in highschool. My older sister just moved out yesterday. My little brother just started middle school. Growing up sucks.

Only had thirty-five minutes of sleep and I have a German test. 

 Is almost three in the morning and I still cannot sleep. I have dryland at six fifteen in the morning but if I don’t sleep I most likely won’t be able to go to school because restless me equals asthma so wish me luck people.

I just saw endgame and my life will never be the same.

When I meant I was waiting for the first spring storm I didn't mean for mother nature to make tornadoes. right now the tornadoes sirens are ringing and me and my brother are in the shower

So I’m waiting for the first spring storm to happen in thirty minutes. It exciting kinda. 

So my friend and I have been walking around in a mall scaring random people. We are now leaving before we get kicked out.