NarzNeedsMoreWhimsy

I can't really tell if i hate my body because of my gender dysphoria or because of my ED and weight...its probs both
          
          so most of u know september is suicide prevention month but uh.... i like to be spiteful so committing in september is ridiculously tempting because my dead spirit would find that funny as fuck
          
          that said, i think im gonna wait a few more septembers because i love y'all, i aint abandoning my brother or enn, i got shit to do and my spite is stronger for the people who are assholes and think im gonna do shit at life
          
          also if you're reading this and having suicidal thoughts, please dont. if you're currently in a toxic/bad/shitty environment, one day you can maybe get out of there and do amazing shit, and if you think nobody cares abt you i will. If you need someone to talk to i am always here, if you want me to just listen or give advice i'll be here
          
          on another note i go back to school tomorrow and yk its great i get to see sm my closest friends again but i have some teachers who are annoying as fuck and ik just know im gon get too much fucking hw
          
          love y'all byeeee

Bleh now more gender dysphoria as welll

Okay please don't report me for this but i need help
          
          i have kinda three main problems:
          
          1. I think my (suspected but undiagnosed) bulimia (an ED) is gonna get worse again because it's the holidays, so it's easier for me to have excuses to skip meals by sleeping through them, but because it's hot ik i'll binge eat too ice cream occasionally and hate myself for it
          
          2. Even though i'm almost two months clean, the thought are getting worse again abt ykw, and my main prevention from it rn is to stay for yk my friend enn because i won't let them lose bleak and me in the same summer
          
          3. I really wanna get therapy because of these two things and other smaller problems in my life, but i don't wanna tell my parents these two things, so i've tried to ask for therapy under the guise of "school stress and social anxiety" (both of which are real problems of mine but not as bad as my ed and ykw thoughts) but they don't think it's serious enough to get me therapy for. And even if i did get therapy, i can't really tell the hypothetical therapist about my ed or sh or ykw thoughts because of stupid safeguarding laws meaning they would legally HAVE to tell my parents. So any tips on other ways i can ask for therapy?
          
          Btw, i don't wanna tell my parents because they are the main reason i have an ed, and most times i've sh'ed it was after an argument with them, and thoughts are often stronger after they've dismissed my ideas/opinions/comments/stuff that would help MY future
          
          And another shitty thing is, i know i am loved and cared for, i mean i have great friends, online and irl, and i love all my followers <3 but that won't help the things i wanna do most of the time

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Whimsy

Hi 

ty for the follow!!!

OMFG WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP GETTING BANNED

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Thanks for the follow!