Nicolinestylinson
Guys I hate TikTok they’ve taken away the views I used to get :c like I’m gonna flop for an eternityyyyyy T-T
Nicolinestylinson
Nicolinestylinson
Im thinking of taking down all my posters from my walls… I just feel like my room doesn’t feel like me anymore, as I grow older it feels like the things I used to love has started to feel distant. I still love the boys but it’s not like it used to. Maybe that was just an era I need to leave behind me but it was such a wonderful time being so involved in this fandom as I were. I’m still gonna stay updated and support the boys but not be a big fangirl! The funny thing is my music taste is also completely different now from what it was half a year ago but I change a lot. Maybe I don’t feel like I need the boys to feel like myself anymore, like I’ve found peace in myself. I still don’t know who I wanna be but I know what I wanna do and I think that is more important. I can still figure out who I wanna be but it will be much easier doing what I want and love to do. I hope all of you have a great day and I’ll never forget this era of my life! I’ll see ya
Nicolinestylinson
Guys I’m still alive
Nicolinestylinson
How r everyone?!?
Nicolinestylinson
Idk what to write really, I’m just in denial about the whole thing. I feel so guilty for being as happy as I was yesterday even though I definitely shouldn’t be. I was not aware of what happened and I guess that just makes me feel guilty for being happy and good. Rip Liam you’re going to be missed by many. <3
Nicolinestylinson
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Guys I went to a party… IT WAS FUCKING AWSOME BRO THAT IS MY TYPE OF THING, I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD BUT IT WAS FUCKING FUN AND EVERYONE WAS SO FUCKING DRUNK IT WAS SO FUNNY!!! AND THEY WERE ACTUALLY TALKING TO ME TOO AND IT WAS JUST REALLY FUN!!! (I didn’t drink!!)
Nicolinestylinson
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Fuck my life.
Nailhorandog
@Nicolinestylinson times can be hard sometimes, so I hope you get better. If you need someone to talk to I am here :)
Nicolinestylinson
I miss my friends bro.
Nailhorandog
@Nicolinestylinson I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm not sure how big of a help I can be to you because I'm in a similar situation too! But, I know that everything will be ok as long as you stay strong. If I can't hang out with my friends at school, I just think to myself that school is for learning, not toxic people. Instead, I just try and focus on my studies. I understand that it can be really embarrassing not having anyone to hang out with, looking like your alone. But trust me. No one cares. I think maybe time by yourself will help you stand back and take a look at who you like, what someone is like. inspect the environment. It will also give you a rest of constantly having to keep up with people's standards. Maybe for now, just focus on yourself, getting yourself steady. Don't waste your energy on other people who don't care. There's no point in that. Keep strong! I believe in you!
Nicolinestylinson
@Nailhorandog tbh not really. kinda got stuck in a situation I didn’t want to be in from the beginning and have now lost all sense of a safe place at school since I no longer have any friends to be with :/ And I have been trying to make friends but everyone in my class is just not my kind of people so I just constantly feel like a third wheel or a second choice but idk. Just randomly got depressed for loosing everything I felt safe around even tho I still have my friends I feel like they’re moving on and I’m just kinda stuck.
Nicolinestylinson
Sooooo I started my new school today and well it doesn’t look like I’m gonna make any friends…
Vashappning1989-1D
@Nicolinestylinson it’s the first day don’t go hard on yourself I’m sure you’ll make great friends by the end of the year but be careful on who you become friends with <3 good luck
vas_happenin_larry
Hey!
How are you doing love?
Have a great day/night
Nicolinestylinson
@vas_happenin_larry lmao i have really bad memory I always forget to tag people it has happened way to many times…
vas_happenin_larry
@Nicolinestylinson That's good to hear. I'm ok. Nothing special Alsoo u forgot to tag me. If you wouldn't tag me in the vinlyn message i wouldn't see this