NightWing_490

OK it's here. Ch. 4 go read lol

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Hello!!!
          
          Avians Chapter 3 - The Worst Birthday is releasing at 2pm EST on November 4th! 12 hrs from the time of posting this announcement because SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK!!!!!
          
          I'm going to force myself to be productive with this and post once a month at least (twice if I'm doing good!)
          
          Enjoy the new chapter!

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In the past year sometimes I’ve felt like I’ve had to fit into this mold that other people try and fit and weld me into. A mold that I’m not comfortable in or feel forced into. 
          
          Sometimes this mold can be a social mold, where you feel like you need to fit into societies rules and do what everyone else does. Other times it can be a personal, more internal mold that you try and shove yourself into to be the person you think you should be. 
          
          We don’t need to fit into a mold to fit into society. Everyone is weird in their own unique way. No one is normal when you think about it. Everyone has their own special things that makes them unique. 
          
          Don’t try and force yourself into a mold, and don’t let others put you in a mold. Be confident in who you are. 
          
          Be you. :)

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Yall…
          
          
          So…
          
          I don’t have this in my bio…
          
          
          But I’m a competitive dancer (specializing in tap dance) and this week was nationals, which is partially why I haven’t been updating Avians because I’m dead tired all the time. 
          
          BUT
          
          
          Little bit about the dance world
          
          
          The convention (NRG Dance Project) goes to a bunch of regional cities each year. The tap teacher, Brittany, selects tap dancers from her class and has her audition for what’s called the ElectroTap scholarship. 
          
          The scholarship means that the convention is free for the dancer and you get to follow Brittany around all weekend and assist in the tap classes in all age groups. 
          
          Then there’s Nationals which was this past week. 
          
          The ElectroTap Dancers (which I came here as one) get to audition for the National Title of National ElectroTap Dancer. It’s a whole audition process that takes a while to explain so I’ll skip past that. 
          
          ANYWAY. At the end of the week there’s a Gala, where all dancers who earned scholarships get to perform and see what goes down. 
          
          Now the ElectroTap dancers have their own routine in the Gala and after we performed we all got into a straight line as they announced the TWO national electrotap dancers. 
          
          There were six of us that auditioned out of the 12 that were there. 
          
          WHEN I TELL YOU I CRIED AFTER I WON THE THING I MEAN LIKE LEGIT TEARS. 
          
          THIS IS THE HAPPIEST IVE BEEN IN A LOOOOONG TIME. 
          
          Ngl this was a super big goal for me that I’ve been working towards for YEARS 
          
          The dance community I have is amazing. 
          
          
          Anywayyyy sorry for the ranttt. But I needed to get that out somewhere