NikLRose

So, another new beginning. Another attempt to rebrand myself. Each time I do this, I always think, "This time, I will be more active. I'll actually post stories, read stories, comment on stories, rate stories." And each time, I always fail. This time, I won't make any promises. This time, I'll be honest. I don't have any new ideas for stories. I probably won't even remember that Wattpad exists, until one day the thought of it will strike me again, and maybe I'll rebrand myself, make an announcement like this, and the few of you who are still active will see it. But then what?
          	I'm honestly stuck now. I don't want to close this account, I've had it for years now, and it has a lot of sentimental value. But what's the purpose of having an account on this site only to leave it inactive for months, years even? I don't know, but the thought of pulling the plug on this account is a thought I won't ever seriously consider.
          	
          	There is one thing in order, at least. Over the past five years, I've hurt people. I've hurt loved ones. I've hurt myself. Also over the past five years, I've grown as a human. I've grown as a person. I know and recognize my mistakes, and I feel guilt. So to everyone I've hurt... I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry for hurting you. There's no excusing what I've done, and this definitely doesn't require forgiveness. But I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I hope you'll rest a little easier knowing that I haven't and won't hurt anyone in the ways I have again.
          	
          	Thanks for reading.
          	-Jay

NikLRose

So, another new beginning. Another attempt to rebrand myself. Each time I do this, I always think, "This time, I will be more active. I'll actually post stories, read stories, comment on stories, rate stories." And each time, I always fail. This time, I won't make any promises. This time, I'll be honest. I don't have any new ideas for stories. I probably won't even remember that Wattpad exists, until one day the thought of it will strike me again, and maybe I'll rebrand myself, make an announcement like this, and the few of you who are still active will see it. But then what?
          I'm honestly stuck now. I don't want to close this account, I've had it for years now, and it has a lot of sentimental value. But what's the purpose of having an account on this site only to leave it inactive for months, years even? I don't know, but the thought of pulling the plug on this account is a thought I won't ever seriously consider.
          
          There is one thing in order, at least. Over the past five years, I've hurt people. I've hurt loved ones. I've hurt myself. Also over the past five years, I've grown as a human. I've grown as a person. I know and recognize my mistakes, and I feel guilt. So to everyone I've hurt... I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry for hurting you. There's no excusing what I've done, and this definitely doesn't require forgiveness. But I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I hope you'll rest a little easier knowing that I haven't and won't hurt anyone in the ways I have again.
          
          Thanks for reading.
          -Jay

NikLRose

Hey guys, I know that none of you are active, but neither am I. Not really. I've focused on school now, and have been for the past several years. My four-year anniversary on this site is coming up in about a month (02/21), but I'm most likely not going to celebrate it. I've made an art account on Instagram (made it a couple of years ago). @viiduus. I'm sorry for not posting. I have a lot of ideas but school is just dragging me down. There's a lot going on in my life right now, you know? I'm a senior in high school (I've had this account since I was in the eighth grade, wow), so that means that I'll be graduating this June. Then I have to deal with college and (hopefully) a job. Maybe I'll try to be more active. I don't know. But I just want you to know how grateful I am to have you.

NikLRose

Hey guys, I know that none of you are active, but neither am I. Not really. I've focused on school now, and have been for the past several years. My four-year anniversary on this site is coming up in about a month (02/21), but I'm most likely not going to celebrate it. I've made an art account on Instagram (made it a couple of years ago). @viiduus. I'm sorry for not posting. I have a lot of ideas but school is just dragging me down. There's a lot going on in my life right now, you know? I'm a senior in high school (I've had this account since I was in the eighth grade, wow), so that means that I'll be graduating this June. Then I have to deal with college and (hopefully) a job. Maybe I'll try to be more active. I don't know. But I just want you to know how grateful I am to have you.