Noah_Gayshipper

*My mom talking all about how she hates her mom and how she doesn't think she's doing anything wrong being a mom ("Trying her best")  and she's better then her mom to guilt trip me into feeling bad for hating her.*
          	
          	My mind: ...

Noah_Gayshipper

Uhm-... Hi, I don't know if you guys remember me, or even are still on to see me... But I'm back.. It's been such a long few months since I came back on (For other reasons rather than reading.) It's not like anyone really cared when I left or dissapeared. I'm getting back on for a short amount of time. My plan is to see if at least someone I knew from before sees it and idk, maybe I can talk to them? I still haven't really thought it through. But after awhile if this doesn't get anyone's attention I might just quit again. Then maybe after another few months I can see what I'll do. But I still really do care for all of you<3 And even if it's just a vent Idc just please, give me a sign that one of you are still there. Oh yeah, I'm not dead btw! Either way, I hope this reaches someone, and I love you guys so so so much<3 
          ---Noah---

Noah_Gayshipper

@VolleyballOfEnergy Yeah fr- It's been like 4 months since I've been on Wattpad lol<333
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Noah_Gayshipper

Please please please... Someone get me out of here... I can't take it anymore... It's all so toxic... get me out of this goddamn house....

Ali_loves_fanfic

@Noah_Gayshipper aw ml I hope things get better after we do this❤️❤️❤️
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Noah_Gayshipper

My mother keeps deliberately watching me change and it's really uncomfortable, no matter how many times I ask her to leave the room...

Diskidisgoofy

@Noah_Gayshipper I’m so sorry if I can do anything to help please let me know
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Noah_Gayshipper

"I'm helping" 
          No your not. Your telling me how ungrateful I am for you not sending me to a mental hospital, and for you not taking my door off. u keep gaslighting me saying that you'll help but your making it worse. So thanks. Thanks for making worse, mom.

Noah_Gayshipper

@Diskidisgoofy She's just really mentally abvsive and controlling so.
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Diskidisgoofy

@Noah_Gayshipper a
            Are you okay?! You can always talk to me (my mom is the same way)
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Noah_Gayshipper

So uhm... My parents found out that i was SH-ing...