NoisilyLeftCat

So... is anyone else having trouble with processing the mcr comeback? 
          	Because I sure am struggling especially with falling back into old habits I thought I had left behind by now. 
          	
          	Dont get me wrong, I am more than excited about them getting back together. They're one of my favourite artists and i am insanely happy. 
          	But on the other hand i dont know how to react. 
          	Especially after "foundation of decay" came out today it just feels so real...
          	
          	I will be seeing them in concert in June and I am beyond excited yet terrified because I just know how I will feel afterwards. 
          	
          	Is anyone else struggling with this? 

NoisilyLeftCat

@Lindikus heyy! No me and my bestie went to the show in Bologna, Italy! It was very good but just as I expected it left me with this really weird bad feeling. Fortunately I anticipated it because I know how my mind deals with things that are good by now but yeah... it kicked me right into a depressive episode lol. But I'll be okay as always. Thank you for asking and I'm glad you ask had a great time at the show! 
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Lindikus

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@NoisilyLeftCat Hej, I just wanted to check in how you feel? Were you at the Kunstrasen show in Bonn? Anyhow I saw them there, it was a great show but I whished that I would have had front of stage tickets. Even though the orga and sound was shit (due to the location not mcr) it was an Overall positive experience for me. 
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NoisilyLeftCat

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@ImSomewhatOkaySugar I am kind of scared of the show now. It's this saturday and I am almost dreading it if I can say so... it will be amazing but I just know that I will feel what you feel right now. I agree that sometimes you shouldn't process things but maybe just be able to accept them and forget about them if that makes any sense. I'll keep you all updated on how fucked up I feel after the show 
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the_moonkidd

Hey hey, 
          So I've been reading your fanfic soap and I'm pretty sure I found it on ao3 at one point but now it seems impossible to find again
          Maybe I just imagined it being there tho...
          Help me out?

NoisilyLeftCat

@the_moonkidd I'll be quietly flattered and not rat you out 
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the_moonkidd

@the_moonkidd don't tell anyone but I might have read that one at least twice haha
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NoisilyLeftCat

@the_moonkidd hahahana i might have to have a look through AO3 myself then and see if I can find the perpetrator xD thank you so much for reading and enjoying my story. "Bittersweet" out of all my stories is on AO3 tho
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coliteulceros4

hi, is soap finished or are u planning on posting a new chapter?

NoisilyLeftCat

@coliteulceros4 hello! Soap is Not yet finished. I just have so much going on in my life rn that I do not have the time to write anymore. It will change and I will post updates super irregularly like I always do xD but it is neither finished nor have I given up on it  :)
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NoisilyLeftCat

So... is anyone else having trouble with processing the mcr comeback? 
          Because I sure am struggling especially with falling back into old habits I thought I had left behind by now. 
          
          Dont get me wrong, I am more than excited about them getting back together. They're one of my favourite artists and i am insanely happy. 
          But on the other hand i dont know how to react. 
          Especially after "foundation of decay" came out today it just feels so real...
          
          I will be seeing them in concert in June and I am beyond excited yet terrified because I just know how I will feel afterwards. 
          
          Is anyone else struggling with this? 

NoisilyLeftCat

@Lindikus heyy! No me and my bestie went to the show in Bologna, Italy! It was very good but just as I expected it left me with this really weird bad feeling. Fortunately I anticipated it because I know how my mind deals with things that are good by now but yeah... it kicked me right into a depressive episode lol. But I'll be okay as always. Thank you for asking and I'm glad you ask had a great time at the show! 
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Lindikus

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@NoisilyLeftCat Hej, I just wanted to check in how you feel? Were you at the Kunstrasen show in Bonn? Anyhow I saw them there, it was a great show but I whished that I would have had front of stage tickets. Even though the orga and sound was shit (due to the location not mcr) it was an Overall positive experience for me. 
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NoisilyLeftCat

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@ImSomewhatOkaySugar I am kind of scared of the show now. It's this saturday and I am almost dreading it if I can say so... it will be amazing but I just know that I will feel what you feel right now. I agree that sometimes you shouldn't process things but maybe just be able to accept them and forget about them if that makes any sense. I'll keep you all updated on how fucked up I feel after the show 
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NoisilyLeftCat

¡Hola! 
          
          Does anyone have some good enemies to lovers fanfics (frerard preferably but also any other emo ship tbh) or books to reccomend?
          
          I am in need for a little heartache that is not caused by my own life lol. 
          
          Thanks! 

NoisilyLeftCat

@Lindikus ohhhhhh i do enjoy Draco x Harry from time to time so thank you very much!!!
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Lindikus

@ NoisilyLeftCat  hejj, do you like the potter universe? So, this is obviously not an emo ship but def a very strong enemies to lovers one: I just read 'its not a love potion' which is a harry potter x draco malfoy ship and my little heart really enjoyed it :) but yeah, idk if that's what you're looking for... 
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NoisilyLeftCat

Hello! Sorry for updates on SOAP coming in super slow and unsteady. I'm not that well mentally at the moment so I dont have motivation to write that much. Also I'm drowning in work. 
          So... just so you know I havent forgotten :) 
          
          Love you all!!