I thought i was getting better but it's actually the opposite and got really insecure since it's continuously getting more and more irrelevant and thought i was doing something wrong(I still do). I guess people just didn't bother to give it a second chance but I don't blame them tbh. I've also gone too far criticizing my works so i tried making it as perfect as i can in my own eyes that i obsessed about my books so much just to make it good just like the other books in the fandom, but i guess that's how the book lost it's playfulness just as i did writing it when i was just getting started with it. Some of y'all probably grew tired of it idk but i wouldn't be surprised and I'm sorry. But to those who watched me improve(?), I'm eternally grateful for y'all and will literally never forget about you. In all honesty though, i don't think i still have a future with this hobby anymore and that it isn't for me so I'm going in an extremely long hiatus.
It pains me to say this but i might not even come back but i will try to convince myself everyday to do so though since I don't wanna give up on y'all, you guys don't deserve that. For now, I'll delete this app. I'll still be writing but only small scenarios/HCs that I'll only post on my Tumblr account when i feel like it and focus on improving my art.
I had a really fun time writing here and chatting with my readers and i really loved you all and meant to me as a friend because you guys are so kind and sweet, as cheesy as that may sound, but i don't really know how else should i put it.
Thank you for all of the support and love you guys gave me but it's time for me to do the same for myself.
(Sorry if this is too sobby and long, that's just my life i guess lmao)
