Not-Just-A-Bitch

Sometimes I hate myself for the way I act because I chase after people who’ll never like me and ignore the ones that do because I think they’ll never leave me and the moment they do I break down and realise it’s my fault and start thinking things again and I’m afraid that I’ll do dumb stuff again

beelzebub_13

@Not-Just-A-Bitch that's completely fine and I know that you'll figure it out eventually 
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Not-Just-A-Bitch

@beelzebub_13 Ty but how do I fix this I’m having trouble appreciating ppl because I’m scared of getting attached but I get attached anyways but I don’t show them the affection they deserve T^T I can’t tell who’s fake and who’s real at this point
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beelzebub_13

@Not-Just-A-Bitch I'm always here if you need someone to talk to 
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Not-Just-A-Bitch

Sometimes I hate myself for the way I act because I chase after people who’ll never like me and ignore the ones that do because I think they’ll never leave me and the moment they do I break down and realise it’s my fault and start thinking things again and I’m afraid that I’ll do dumb stuff again

beelzebub_13

@Not-Just-A-Bitch that's completely fine and I know that you'll figure it out eventually 
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Not-Just-A-Bitch

@beelzebub_13 Ty but how do I fix this I’m having trouble appreciating ppl because I’m scared of getting attached but I get attached anyways but I don’t show them the affection they deserve T^T I can’t tell who’s fake and who’s real at this point
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beelzebub_13

@Not-Just-A-Bitch I'm always here if you need someone to talk to 
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Not-Just-A-Bitch

I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m a mistake why am I here just let me die please please please please please please don’t leave me please please please stay with me I don’t want you to leave I don’t know why I’m still here I’m annoying I’m burdening you and I’m sorry I’m sorry I don’t show my love and I’m sorry for neglecting you but I promise I love you please don’t leave please don’t force me away please stay with me please please please please please 
          
          Js needed this out. I don’t want to die but I feel like it in the moment.

Not-Just-A-Bitch

Did I just get my first kiss stolen

Not-Just-A-Bitch

I’m accepting it
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Not-Just-A-Bitch

So a friend and I were in call in a gaming GC, one of our friends younger sister (around 10) joined and she was singing the Zombie song.
          
          We both got massive flashbacks and just started singing along lol

Not-Just-A-Bitch

@adamn_texan the Zombie song 
            My Gacha kid kicked in
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KeephieMalfoy

Hey there, fellow bookworm! You just slammed that follow button- hold up- buckle your seatbelts for you're in for one wild ride of a lifetime!
          You can call me Rose - or Her Majesty - whatever floats ye boat ^^
          Remember to stay unique, buckle your seatbelts, don't anger the Gods (especially Zeus), and enjoy the ride! <3

Not-Just-A-Bitch

@KeephieMalfoy yippeee! Ty lol and I won’t be angering any gods anytime soon!!
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Not-Just-A-Bitch

My temp is 40 degrees Celsius vro just kill me now ToT

Not-Just-A-Bitch

So if I have a female friend that I respect and appreciate in a platonic sense I’m automatically gay :sob: