Guys!
Today is Zerobaseone's 3rd anniversary.
I love them w/ all my heart and will continue to love them no matter what. I had started to stan them since Boysplanet and honestly? That was one of the best decisions I've ever made. I ABSOLUTELY fell in love w/ Ricky and Hanbin slowly became my bias wrecker. I still remember being fascinated by their song "In Bloom". I watched Boysplanet compilations 24/7 and laughed heartily. They remind me of joy and youth so much. I slowly started growing with the members. I would watch them late at night when I had time, covered their songs and yapped about them so much that my non-zerose friends' ears would bleed.
Now?
It makes me emotional to think about them. Seeing Zerobaseone so grown up makes me cry. Han Yujin is already 18, why? I still remember him being 16! But that was 3 years ago. Jiwoong is already 28 and Hao 26. Even though they were forced to separate, I'll never stop loving them.
It now feels like a fever dream seeing them together. I'll never stop supporting them and I'll also watch their contents but . . . I'll be really bittersweet about it. I still can't believe Haobin got separated. The group that was once called "inseparable" are now.. separated just like that. Still, they created history with zerose and I've been crying sm abt it. When zerose did the Yura Yura OT9 fanchant, I could really see Hanbin. I know they talk to each other but, how are you supposed to pretend to not know the people you love them most? How are you supposed to not jump at the name which you've been hearing the most and being one of the happiest idols alive at award shows? ANd most importantly, how are millions of people expected to ignore a bond 9 boys had?
I'll never forgive the company but I definitely won't forget my Jebewon.
I sound so depressed oh my gosh
