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It’s okay if 2025 was full of pain.
          May 2026 repay everything with happiness.
          It’s okay if I fell in 2025;
          May 2026 see me grow stronger
          and keep me away from everything that is not good.
          
          Even though 2025 was stressful and overwhelming with assignments—I lost, I cried— 
          it was still better than internship days, when I had to face everything alone and felt lost.
          May my future work life be kind, smooth, and filled with good things only.
          
          May 2026 surprise me in the best ways,
          and may my family be blessed with good health, protection, peace, and abundance, kept away from harm, hardship, and anything that is not good.

After almost nine months of no contact, I reconnected with someone I’ve always seen as an older brother. He was the one who reached out first, trying to figure out whose number it was after my name was no longer saved. At first, he didn’t recognise me, and our conversation felt a little formal. But as we kept chatting, he eventually realised who I was and noticed that I had been going through a tough time.
          
          About a week later, he checked in again to ask if I was doing okay after seeing my status about being exhausted. That was when he started opening up and sharing his thoughts too. It genuinely made me happy, because it’s rare to reconnect with someone you’ve known for so long after growing distant.
          
          Even though we both had to start work early the next morning, we still ended up chatting until nearly 3 a.m. He cracked jokes, shared his advice, and somehow made everything feel lighter. Sometimes, it’s people outside our daily lives who understand us better than we understand ourselves, and their presence alone can bring a sense of calm.
          
          To A, thank you for still remembering me and for being willing to chat, even though we may become strangers again someday. I will never forget the encouragement you gave me about my internship when I was feeling down and exhausted. InsyaAllah, I will put all your advice into practice.

Day 12
          
          Lately, I’ve been feeling so drained. Every morning I tell myself to keep going, to stay strong, to smile even when I don’t feel like it. But deep down, I’m tired — not just physically, but emotionally.
          
          I thought this internship would be about learning new things, meeting new people, and growing into the person I want to become. Instead, it feels like I’m fading a little more each day. I work hard, but sometimes it feels like no one notices. I sit quietly at my desk, surrounded by people, yet it’s like I’m not really there.
          
          There’s this heavy kind of loneliness that comes with trying to fit in but never quite belonging. I miss having someone to talk to, someone who understands what it feels like to be new, nervous, and trying so hard to do everything right.
          
          I keep reminding myself that this is just a phase — that one day I’ll look back and see it as part of my growth. But right now, in this moment, I just feel.... tired. Tired of pretending I’m okay. Tired of smiling through the silence.
          

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in a difficult phase, just hope that everything will be fine and I will be able to survive. It takes a lot of knowledge and sacrifice to become an adult.

Hello terima kasih letak love is betrayed: devian dalam reading list awak, semoga cerita saya dapat menghiburkan awak ❤❤

Everything in life is temporary. So if thing are going good, enjoy it because it wont last forever, but if things are going bad, don’t worry, because it wont last forever either :) 

Does being friends with the people we love hurt us? Yes, it hurts, but she pretends not to know. Silence is best. Maybe this is the best after a long time.

The most heartbreaking thing is when you create "imaginary friends" and express everything so you don't feel alone :(

Hai awak, lama dah tak dengar khabar. Hope everything is going well for you❤️✨