NyxDorian

PEAK HAS RETURNED!!

NyxDorian

PEAK HAS RETURNED!!

NyxDorian

Alright. Health update #2.
          
          This is not an update I want to have, but I want to remain as transparent as  possible.
          
          I've been going to appointments and getting things checked/ruled out. Recently, I've found out from my grandmother that Rheumatoid Arthritis does run in our family. New symptoms have been popping up, and preexisting ones have been worsening. So far, I have no definitive answer, but a lot of things are pointing towards a potential autoimmune disorder, pain disorder, or maybe even both.
          
          I will make sure you guys are all updated on what's going on as I believe you all deserve some clarity on the situation. If this is early onset (which is starting to seem likely) then a lot may change. Again, it's merely a possibility right now, but I'm letting you all know prior to the official diagnosis. I'll try to see a specialist to confirm or rule out other issues and go from there.
          
          Right now, I'm just trying to make things livable. Being in this state is something I don't wish on anyone as it makes it difficult for me to work and find the energy to write. But I'm hanging in there. I want to do everything I can to stay as healthy as my body permits and provide you all with content.
          
          With that being said, look forward to some She-Ra AU updates! Also, to direct us in a more positive direction... production of my memoir "Riding The Margin" has started! I'm not sure when it'll be published as the manuscript is only at the first 20 or so pages and will need HEAVY editing and polishing once finished.
          
          I know nothing's going to be perfect, but, when is it ever? Take care of yourselves and I'll update you all soon!
          
          ~ Rue

Weeblover80

@NyxDorian Stay safe. Make sure to take care of yourself. Do what's best for you okay .
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NyxDorian

Hey to all. Health update.
          
          So, the last 8-9 months, I've been dealing with fluctuating, chronic pains throughout my body. So far, it's been resonating in my ribs, my knees and below, back, and shoulders. To sort of help visualize this, imagine somebody taking an ice pick, and on a given day, decide how hard or how little they're going to stab you with it. That's really the best description I can give.
          
          Ironically, I've been needing to use a cane to help me walk around. I don't always need it, but there are occasions where I have to use it in order to balance and take weight off the pained leg on that day.
          
          I'm hoping to get an answer eventually, but I want you all to know what's going on. That hasn't stopped my writing in the slightest, and I'm thankful that I'm still able to continue doing this in spite of this issue. Obviously, the worst case (that I've been fearing as I've been keeping track and have gone to doctors) would be fibromyalgia. If it is, then that's okay. I'll accept that. If it's something else, then I'll tend to that as needed.
          
          I apologize profusely for this. I know it isn't an update you'd like to hear, but I wanted to be transparent on the off case I struggled to update or seemed to be focusing more on a given story than not.
          
          Take care of yourselves.
          
          ~ Rue

Davidhg2000

@NyxDorian Hi, about your fanfic Twin Wings, Will you publish a chapter of the fan art for the fanfic? I ask because your story keeps getting longer and I really like the drawings in it.
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Cosmic_X3

@NyxDorian Hey mate, good to hear from you. Take all the time you need, pain isn't something that we should fault you for, nor should you.
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Bluejay_101

@NyxDorian That is entirely okay- Take all the time you need, get the rest you need and all the hugs you deserve (If you want them)
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NyxDorian

I'm debating if I should post memes/drawings of Ruval in my Screenshot book or just do it as another bonus chapter at this point.
          
          Trust me, I have a lot of silliness to offer, but don't know where to put it. Hmm...

NyxDorian

Okay, but WHY... is this scenario stuck in my head.
          
          This is how I see it, right?
          Laios - Just skating on the ice normally, maybe even trying to look for fish.
          Senshi - Building a snowman.
          Chilchuck - Just vibing with Senshi at this point.
          Falin - Ice skating w/ Marcille and admiring the scenery.
          Izutsumi - Debating throwing a few snowballs.
          
          Meanwhile...
          Ruval - Penguin sliding across the ice.

levikjellin1

@NyxDorian omg I can totally picture this lol!! Someone who is an artist, draw this, please!
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NyxDorian

Sometimes when I look at the tropes that exist in my writing, it makes me realize just how lonely and insane of a person I am deep down.
          
          And the worst part is that most of these characters, just like me, don't really have plot armor, as you'd think.
          
          They're just being held together by pure chance. Eventually, a time will come where things will end as they should. Nothing can ever continue on without a consequence.
          
          Sorry if I rambled here.

Cosmic_X3

@Irishboxer4 My dude.... What the actual heck?
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