NyxDorian

Okay, but WHY... is this scenario stuck in my head.
          	
          	This is how I see it, right?
          	Laios - Just skating on the ice normally, maybe even trying to look for fish.
          	Senshi - Building a snowman.
          	Chilchuck - Just vibing with Senshi at this point.
          	Falin - Ice skating w/ Marcille and admiring the scenery.
          	Izutsumi - Debating throwing a few snowballs.
          	
          	Meanwhile...
          	Ruval - Penguin sliding across the ice.

levikjellin1

@NyxDorian omg I can totally picture this lol!! Someone who is an artist, draw this, please!
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NyxDorian

Okay, but WHY... is this scenario stuck in my head.
          
          This is how I see it, right?
          Laios - Just skating on the ice normally, maybe even trying to look for fish.
          Senshi - Building a snowman.
          Chilchuck - Just vibing with Senshi at this point.
          Falin - Ice skating w/ Marcille and admiring the scenery.
          Izutsumi - Debating throwing a few snowballs.
          
          Meanwhile...
          Ruval - Penguin sliding across the ice.

levikjellin1

@NyxDorian omg I can totally picture this lol!! Someone who is an artist, draw this, please!
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NyxDorian

Sometimes when I look at the tropes that exist in my writing, it makes me realize just how lonely and insane of a person I am deep down.
          
          And the worst part is that most of these characters, just like me, don't really have plot armor, as you'd think.
          
          They're just being held together by pure chance. Eventually, a time will come where things will end as they should. Nothing can ever continue on without a consequence.
          
          Sorry if I rambled here.

Cosmic_X3

@Irishboxer4 My dude.... What the actual heck?
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NyxDorian

Still no real answer, but I'm assuming it's a severe case of costochondritis from what I can gather. The worst part is that I can actually SEE the interior scar tissue on the outside of my ribs on both sides. Oof. I hope it doesn't end up being permanent or long-term, but it's certainly heading in that direction due to certain circumstances I'm under right now.
          
          I'm hoping I can land this editorial job or something along those likes eventually so that I can start working full-time the moment I graduate. That way, I don't need to worry about things financially (at least I won't have to worry TOO much bc student loans SUCK).
          
          Wanted to update you all so that way there's not too much worry. Still quite the road to recovery, but I'll do my best to update some chapters in the meantime. I've been coming up with some angsty, awesome ideas  >:)

CainCommand

@NyxDorian I hope you get better 
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NyxDorian

So...
          
          Hoping it isn't chronic, but the doctors threw around a lot of terms. May have to see a specialist for this one, so I don't have a definitive answer apart from costochondritis (round 2, it seems with this thing).
          
          I'm hoping that after Christmastime I'll manage to get an appointment to figure out the cause so no more ouchie feelings all the time :,)