Virgil Sanders

Hi idk if your still using Wattpad it’s been a few years. I know you weren’t feeling the best but I hope you’re ok and maybe doing better. I send my regards to you and I hope  you can overcome your struggles.

Hey hope your doing a least descent and I just want to tell you I love your stories they draw me in. I send a smile and a hug your way, please be ok.

I don’t know if you’re still on this app. Hell, I’m unsure of your current state and I shouldn’t be one to assume. However, I just want to make sure you’re okay. Please, let it out. Talk to people who make you comfortable. Don’t keep your feelings bottled up, because that’s basically torture. This shit hurts. And it won’t stop hurting unless you don’t give in. I don’t know you, and I probably never will. However, I’ve struggled with so many mental issues, and if you need someone to turn to for advice, I’m available. I hope you’re doing better, but if you’re not, I’m sorry that you have to deal with this.

ᵃ ˢᵗᵃʳ ʰᵃˢ ᶠⁱᵛᵉ ᵉⁿᵈˢ.
          ᵃ ˢǫᵘᵃʳᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᶠᵒᵘʳ ᵉⁿᵈˢ.
          ᵃ ᵗʳⁱᵃⁿᵍˡᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵗʰʳᵉᵉ ᵉⁿᵈˢ.
          ᵃ ˡⁱⁿᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵗʷᵒ ᵉⁿᵈˢ.
          ᵇᵘᵗ ᵃ ᶜⁱʳᶜˡᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵒᵘʳ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˢʰⁱᵖ ʰᵃˢ ⁿᵒ ᵉⁿᵈ. ˢᵉⁿᵈ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵗᵒ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˢ [ⁱⁿᶜˡᵘᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉ ⁱᶠ ⁱ ᵃᵐ ᵒⁿᵉ] ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵉᵗ ⁵ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ, ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵃ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ! ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵉᵗ ¹⁰ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ, ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵃ ᶠʳᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵐᵃᶻⁱⁿᵍ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ!! ᵒⁿᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᵏⁱⁿᵈ ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵉᵗ ¹⁵ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ

I'm alive, I'm ok. Not good, but ok

Everyone in my real life hates me. Isn't it disappointing that I'm that horrible?

What's the point in living if even my mother hates me for me?

Why am I a disappointing, horrible person?

I don't think I can be saved

Life doesn't feel real, it feels like a nightmare when I go to bed. Why is living so hard? I have my death day planned, but living before the day comes is extremely difficult. It feels a thousand miles away. I want to die so bad