OceanRat27

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Epic gamer moment when you are forced to dump your boyfriend of two years because he treats you like shit and then starts being frickin insane to the point ya gotta block him.....
          	
          	Life is literally wonderful 

OceanRat27

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Epic gamer moment when you are forced to dump your boyfriend of two years because he treats you like shit and then starts being frickin insane to the point ya gotta block him.....
          
          Life is literally wonderful 

OceanRat27

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Hey y'all, with the current US president being a fuckwad, wanted to let y'all know that this is a safe space
          Here we don't give a shit. Fuck rules. I'm a damn biologist and know for a fact there's way more than two genders. Love who you want unless it's children!! 
          BE GAY DO CRIME
          FUCK CAPITALISM 
          WOOOOOO

OceanRat27

Vent/rant
          
          Im so done. 
          
          My lovely mother has told me that because I do not wish to participate in the sexy times, I am close minded. I'm 19 years old, how come I'm not allowed to make this decision?
          
          Yet, I am expected to choose my future and make the hardest life choices right now.
          
          Yet, I drive a car. Easily a fatal experience.
          
          Yet, I'm moving 17 hours away from home in less than a year.
          
          But I'm shamed for having an opinion about myself. 
          
          "Opinions change"
          
          So, never do anything in life ever? Guess I won't go to my dream university because my opinion might change. Guess I won't eat my favorite food because I might not like it tomorrow.
          
          It's just sad.
          
          And y'all, please know that this is a safe space, especially for ace/aro people.
          
          Thanks for coming to my Ted talk, I'll be crying all night

OceanRat27

19 years old as of today. And as we all know 19 year olds don't exist so by law I must disappear off the face of the earth until I am 21 then and only then, shall I become an alcoholic grad student.
          
          Y'all, mothman on a skateboard will soon be inked into my corpse. He join my caked up mushroom man soon. I'm going to be such a cool old person.
          
          Anyway, love y'all. Hope everyone has a fantastic day. 

OceanRat27

Tw: venting (sus)
          
          Epic gamer moment when you simply cannot take it anymore and snap. Like I'm soooo done being treated like dirt. I'm at my wits end in all honesty. 
          
          I've cut contact with what was once a close friend. I'm done being walked on by another friend. And another, I'm done entertaining.
          
          I'm not going to pretend that everything is fine and that I'm okay. I'm done entertaining people. I'm not some stupid court jester. And I'm not going to hold my tongue for others sake.
          
          I'm just done. I'm stressed, I'm tired, I'm losing more weight than I've gained in the past five years, and I can't take it anymore.
          
          The only reason I'm still somewhat sane is because of one friend and the love of my life. Oh my god, I love him. Anywah, yeah, so I'm not dead yet. That's cool....
          
          Bye

TheBeetle_Guy

I am once again checking in.

TheBeetle_Guy

@OceanRat27 Sounds great >:)) I'll harass her in a bit 
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OceanRat27

@TheBeetle_Guy it would be pretty neat to have better contact with you, not just for venting, but because I think it would be pretty slay 
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TheBeetle_Guy

@OceanRat27 To be fair the economy is already collapsing- But all that can really be done is taking things day by day. I don't know what's going on but I hope things look up a bit soon.
            Also! If you're comfortable with it I can ask my grandma for ur number and we could talk more often? That's obviously only if you're cool with it though. I'm a bit obnoxious but a good listener I think?
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_i_what

Was reading the Mothman story (on mobile), and when I scrolled down for the second chapter I was literally jumpscared by seeing Lester Sinclair as your profile pic

OceanRat27

@_i_what he is pretty dang fine
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_i_what

@_i_what No, no, at least he's handsome
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OceanRat27

@_i_what LMAO IM SO SORRY BUT THATS FUNNY AS HELL
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OceanRat27

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DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND EMOTIONS AND MAY BE ABLE TO PROVIDE ANSWERS????? 
          
          LIKE I THINK I LIKE SOMEONE BUT I DON'T KNOW. I WANT TO GIVE THEM THE WORLD AND NEVER LET GO OF THEM. I WANT TO HOLD THEIR HAND EVERY WAKING MOMENT. PROLONGED HUGS = CRUSH??? WE'RE CONSTANTLY HANGING OUT.
          
          IS THIS A BROMANCE OR IS THE B SLIPPING.
          
          SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME

OceanRat27

Nevermind, I figured it out and the B is in fact slipping from the bromance on both ends
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OceanRat27

Human emotions are so confusing. Like am I in love with them or am I in love with the idea of them? I can't tell the difference and it's terrible. 
            
            We talk about spending the rest of our days together and don't know if I see this as a friend thing or if it's something more. Stupid human emotions...
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pogozombie

@OceanRat27 arrrggggh uhmm I'm not so good with emotions myself but it's only romantic attraction if you think of it that way
            
            There is a difference between thinking you're in love and being in love --- 
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