Officially_Geek_Girl

How am I supposed to be smart when the only thing that could possibly free me from my fear is to be irrational?

Periwinkle_Princess

@Officially_Geek_Girl i have never read something so wise and so real
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Officially_Geek_Girl

Hello everyone
          
          Today I am here to talk to you about something that has shaken me a lot. In one of the stories I have in my library, one that I haven't yet started to read, the author posted their suicide note. I have never talked to them, but the book was about anxiety and depression. I don't know if they went through with it, I hope and pray they didn't, that they are still with us, but the truth is, I don't know. I have no way to find out, and it's eating me away.
          
          My point with this post is to let you know that I am here. I know we more than likely have never talked before, I suck at texting and reaching out to people, but I do check my messages as constantly as my situations allow me. 
          
          If any of you ever need anything you can talk to me. It doesn't have to be deep if you don't want it to be, I can be your distraction. It can be as deep as your existential crisis if you wish, I will do my best to look for answers with you. You can rant if you need, we all overthink sometimes. You can tell me about your dreams and aspirations, hope for the future is valid, too. You can tell me about your problems as if I were a diary and say nothing at all if you don’t want me to.
          
          You can reach out to me and I will give you  hand, I will lend you an ear, I will comfort you to the best of my abilities. You don't need to know me, I just want you to stay with me, with us, to be happy. I swear to God that’s all I want and wish for you, I don’t care if you are a hater, a softie, if you act feminine or masculine, you deserve happiness and if I can help you gain it then I will.
          
          I love you and I am proud of you.
          
          
          Love, Ec=m^2

AureliaStilinski

@Officially_Geek_Girl oh gods, that's horrible. I hope they didn't go through with it.
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Officially_Geek_Girl

Hi there, sweeties
          
          I just had my online graduation and even if I still have an exam to take, I am technically a graduate now. I also, by some kind of miracle, got my International Diploma that I was sure to have flunked? I'm still in shock.

xoxevie

CONGRATS LOVELY <3
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Officially_Geek_Girl

Hi there, sweeties
          
          Okay so, I read the first book of the series Oksa Pollock because it had been sitting in my shelf for 3 years without being touched and... have any of you read it? I personally didn't like it much, the values presented are not something I can identify myself with in the slightest and I would love to talk about the book with someone who has read it to share opinions or something. So, if you have read it, hit me up! I would love to talk to you about it.

Officially_Geek_Girl

Hi there, sweeties
          
          I have come to the conclusion that my phone is definitely outdated for I cannot use Wattpad’s last version (with dark mode) on it. I shouldn’t be surprised for I have had the same phone since 2015, it was only matter of time. On the bright side, I can use it on other devices! So I think I won’t be completely blind yet.
          
          Love, Ec=m^2

Officially_Geek_Girl

Hey there, sweeties
          
          I read a while ago this Damian Wayne headcannon in which he actually dances bachata and I LOVED IT. The problem is, I let my mind wander and, now I can't stop picturing him dancing salsa. Not 'smiling for the contest' salsa but getting really into it and–
          
          This is too much for my heart—and my hormones, ngl— to bare. That was all. That was the message.
          
          Love, Ec=m^2