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The doctor said it was a minor surgery 
          
          
          I also assumed so, what can be so bad about a ureteroscopy with lithtropsy? I had no idea about the stent, catheter and the huge ass injection in my spine. 
          
          Ignorance is truly a bliss. 
          
          
          Everything. The stent hurts so bad. The constant high fevers. 
          
          I thought it was the catheter that hurt badly but no it was the stent. That thing is huge too. It hurts to pee. 
          
          Not to mention I'll have to redo this again in like 2 weeks. 
          
          
          It was pretty embarrassing to get shaved by someone else and have the catheter cleaned twice a day with my pants pulled down. I hated absolutely hated every moment of it. But the nurses were amazing. 
          
          
          And I look like shit too 

I think I just died lmao 
          
          I wasn't sedated during surgery at all. 
          
          They shaved me *_*
          
          They gave me spinal anesthesia to numb my body.
          
          I was shivering so bad and later passed out, then they somehow woke me up and said tell them if I feel dizzy again
          
          After surgery they moved me to recovery room and I had 105 fever. That's also when I found out I have a catheter on. My worst fear. 
          
          After some hours when I got my feeling back again it hurt so bad. The catheter, the stunt, my back it was all so bad. 
          
          It's been barely 24 hours since my surgery and I got my period. I felt so bad for the nurse she had to clean up everything. 
          
          Basically I am yapping because everything hurts so bad. My groin is absolutely fucked in the worst ways possible. It stings. 

My surgery is in 2 hours. 
          
          
          I feel like dead. 
          

Idk if I should laugh or cry 
          
          My surgery got delayed 
          
          My uncle (father's younger brother) is also getting the same surgeries as mine. In fact he got his done today....
          The irony, lmao. 
          
          He was rushed into emergency yesterday and turns out he was having a gallbladder attack. He also has a huge renal stone. 
          
          
          Lmao this runs in my family. My father, his sister, his brother and then me. Basically all of my father's siblings and him included have their gallbladder removed. Ahh talk about family curse. 
          
          
          

I am getting a surgery soon....maybe two at once-..
          
          
          Sounds scary af
          
          
          
          As if being gaslighted by one of my bestfriends wasn't enough and my cat is lost
          
          
          
          Honestly the way she tried to gaslit me....I couldn't believe it was her. She's so nice? Why would she do that? Ig she's one of those adults who can't seem to agree on the fact they are wrong and they did something which they shouldn't have? Not exactly but yes. I still love her tho. It left really bad taste in my mouth but she's a genuinely nice person. 
          
          
          Am I gaslighting myself now? 
          
          
          Whatever. ''Bartender'' by lana del rey slaps. I love that song. 

I JUST TURNED 17......
          
          
          
          Um.....wha-?
          
          
          
          Seems kinda abnormal I thought I'll die at 14 max.???
          
          
          Eh....I have been using this app since I was 8ish?
          
          
          
          
          
          Yea I can see myself in my 50s complaining here about my back pain- that's if I make it into my 50s ofcourse.

The universe can't fathom seeing me happy
          
          My principal has beef with Me
          
           and now I am disqualified from giving the board exam. One of the most crucial exams. Why? Short attendance by 10%. 
          I researched on Google, quora, reddit...I haven't yet stumbled upon a case like mine. 
          I have valid reason I have been sick since the ending of August.
          
          The teachers yes plural are gossiping about me in school in mine and other classes. 
          
          I have been in this school for 12 years. I have been late not more than about 10 times in all those years. I have never fought or did anything bad. The teachers know me as a model student. My grades were always the best in class till 10th. And even now my grades are above average. 
          
          

Wattpad people have the same braincells. 
          
          All the people I follow on insta from wattpad always like the same reels. 
          
          LIKE IN ONE REEL 4 WATTPAD PEOPLE INCLUDING ME LIKED AND IT HAPPENS EVERY TIME I GO TO CLIVK THE LIKE BOTTON
          
          I see this 10 times a day
          
          lowkey terrifying it's giving cult but no cult

@Oizys604 I AM 15 I WILL TURN 16 THIS YEAR 

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