Do you ever just want to lie down and just Be.
So you forget all the problems in the world and in your life for even a single moment.
And in that single moment you experience peace and clarity even as you struggle to push those bad things into the back of your head.
It seems pretty nice i know
But like
It's also dangerous
If you spend so long, so much time in that single moment you'll start a downwards spiral into an ~Existential Crisis~ and because you're not keeping yourself busy you start to relax
You lose a bit of your edge and all the repressed thoughts and emotions come rising back like a volcano and it's difficult trying to keep all of it down and erase them
Idk if there's even an in-between for this specific situation :/