Otakuawesomness

Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun: a very good manga and i love it so much

Otakuawesomness

Do you ever just want to lie down and just Be.
          So you forget all the problems in the world and in your life for even a single moment.
          And in that single moment you experience peace and clarity even as you struggle to push those bad things into the back of your head.
          
          It seems pretty nice i know
          But like
          It's also dangerous
          
          If you spend so long, so much time in that single moment you'll start a downwards spiral into an ~Existential Crisis~ and because you're not keeping yourself busy you start to relax
          
          You lose a bit of your edge and all the repressed thoughts and emotions come rising back like a volcano and it's difficult trying to keep all of it down and erase them
          
          Idk if there's even an in-between for this specific situation :/

Otakuawesomness

EY THIS IS WEIRD
          Turn off: When a character is so appealing to the eye/attractive af
          Turn on: When a character is so appealing to the eye/attractive af
          
          It's an in-between
          And I get angry just thinking about certain characters or even this simple realization

Otakuawesomness

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The day I publish the numerous uncompleted drafts I'm 69% sure are going to be continued that I have piling in my account is the day I get all of my shit together and embrace the fact that not a lot of people are gonna judge me for writing about topics I'm invested in