PASSSTTTAAA

I’d never say this irl and I’ll probably regret saying this later on when it’s not the middle of the night but here goes nothing. 
          
          
          I’m not okay, I’m starting to spiral again, I just can’t shake the belief that my friends are tired of me, and I’m sick of having to initiate any positive interactions outside of my family.
          
          
          
          I just… really needed to get this off my chest before I go back into denial in the morning.
          
          

I get all of my motivation at midnight, huh?
          https://my.w.tt/klhHPFchVcb

Why does tea only taste good when it’s hot?

I have no idea where this came from but I started shipping Hawks and Natsuo like, two weeks ago? 

I uploaded my first YouTube video today.
          
          
          Please be proud 

*succeeds at anything*
          Me: *shocked*
          Also me: *stubborn 100*

*Reading  Undertale ships*
          *fontcest shows up*
          My radio: SWEET HOME ALABAMA!!
          
          
          
          I’m not joking, this just happened 

Given year: 2017
          Age back then: 11
          Age now: 14
          Home then: Canada
          Home now: still Canada
          Pets back then: 2 cats
          Pets now: 2 cats
          Mental state then: kinda happy, really insecure, desperate to fit in, knew about my ADHD
          Mental state now: happier, known about my Autism for two years now, happiest I’ve been since we (my family) moved, doesn’t care what people think 
          Relationship status then: single
          Relationship status now: still single, but it’s better than dating someone who I know is gonna cheat (just called out almost my entire grade), and I’m not old enough to date in my opinion 
          
          
          
          
          I can give you a year if you’d like
          
          
          
          Idk, comment  if you want one
          

So I’m folding my clothes and putting them away as my brother and father watch How It’s Made in the living room. And I’m half listening and then all of a sudde

Thanks for the follow :3