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TW: vent
          
           I’m so fucking tired. Tired of going to school and being forced to do homework and then I’m missing assignments because of the pressure and my parents don’t understand that having adhd is hard even with medication and I’m so worried I’m going to mess everything up with my friendships and my life or I’m going to miss even more assignments and then my parents are going to take my phone away but they don’t understand that I need it  I need music otherwise I’ll suffer and one of my friends irl said something transphobic during a class and I don’t wanna hate him but I want to know why he said that and my grandparents that I haven’t seen in years are at my house and they keep acting like they know me the most in the entire world but they don’t and they are always hovering and they have no understanding of boundaries and they keep saying this like “i feel so guilty if I don’t do __ for you” and they won’t leave me or my siblings alone and my parents are good people but they don’t understand and I don’t wanna tell my friends bc I don’t know if they’ll understand and I’m so tired of pretending to be happy every single second of my life and I hate that i feel this way because I’m blessed with a good life where I don’t have abusive/negligent parents and my family doesn’t struggle with money and I feel so guilty and ungrateful but I also feel like I want to cry most of the time and when I try to the tears won’t come and I wish I didn’t feel both so numb and heart broken at the same time and I wish i could be better but I just want somebody to understand and I want to cry because I’m so tired and sad and angry rn and I need to get it out somewhere but I’m worried no one will get it because I’ve always been close but never close enough and I just want someone to freaking get it. Does that make any sense at all? I’m probably just being really overdramatic rn but I’m just exhausted of pretending that everything is great and fine and normal when it isn’t. I’m sorry guys.

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          was it today or yesterday? if yesterday, I'm sorry I was late.

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I FINALLY FINISHED IT AND OHMYGODS IT WAS SO GOOD!!!

I AM CURRENTLY COUNTING DOWN THE HOURS TILL S3P2 OF NINJAGO DRAGONS RISING IS FULLY OUT!!! AFTER SCHOOL TMR I AM BINGING THE WHOLE THING AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME!!! ✨✨✨✨

I just watched Zombies 4 and is it just me, or does Victor look like Mad Tsai?

Wish me luck yall. School starts tomorrow.