Clawz

Hiii
          
          Might not be online next week and prob for awhile cause of family issue's. We'll see though!
          
          Take care :>!
          
          -Painty_Simp

Hehehe...whiteboard
          
          https://r9.whiteboardfox.com/94332911-5522-8428
          
          *Prays to the gods that ppl will actually draw on there*

Vent.
          
          I actually so done. I hate being excluded all the time. I hate being ignored all the time. I hate being mistaken for a boy by little kids. I hate being in a trio. I hate being the other friend. Ihatethemihatethemihatethemihatethem. I dont want to depend on you but yet I still do, desperately. I hate how you make me feel. I hate how you make me feel so insecure. I hate how you dont notice. I hate how you forget. I hate how you dont even try anymore. I hate depending on you. Sometimes I wish it was just US again. Sometimes I hate HER. I hate how you take all my sayings and stuff. I hate how your better than me. I hate how HE'D probably love you more than me. Thisisunfairthisisunfairthisisunfair. I helped you with everything. I helped you know everyone. I told you my secrets. I hate how quickly you became "best friends" with HER so fast. I hate how I'm not the bestfriend anymore. I hate how I keep ending up being "bestfriends" with social butterflies. I hate how we went on that trip once and you and HER basically ignored me.  I hate how I have to skip lunch in the bathroom. I hate how I wanted to cry and scream in the bathroom on that trip. I hate you.
          
          I dont care if I'm "overreacting" I dont want to go through this again. I don't  want to be in that state of depression again. IdontwanttoIdontwantoIdontwanto. I dont want to go through it again. I dont want to feel all the trauma and pain again. I hate crying, i hate it so much. I hate how I have no one to talk to. I hate how I have to cling onto the internet so tightly to feel appreciated and included. I hate how you tell me to stop doing stuff when you wont help with my problems. I cant be what you need. I hate pretending that everythings okay when its not. I hate being scared to tell my parents for the fear of judgement. I hate having to see you.
          
          Why why why
          Why can't you help me?

SHELLVISION FLOOR TODAY AND I GOT VEE >_< AGDHKAKSHSJAKAK (Yeah shes my first main cause I joined around the early Connie and Loeey update shut up *sobs*) Planing to get either Pebbles or Shelly cause I'm closer with research >:33 (I have all requirements for mains just not research. I have least on my pookie Sprout though :cc, so I hope that'll change and I can also get him early )

I honestly flipping HATE my irl "friends" (just not this one girl and my crushy wushy >:333) so thanks pooks for being here it means a lot to me!! If you comment once or continue to comment and talk to me it really makes my day just reading the comments and stuff so tysm ily pookies.

Who should i get as my first main on my alt chat!?!?!?!

Chat I might need to pull out a new headcanons for Valentines and maybe that one Reader X Animatic one!! *skdadles away*

Uhm, just a quick question on Dandys world
          
          I got 100 research on Vee the other day (I love my veemote), and I was wondering if I should get her as my first main (yes I dont have a main yet, sobs). I havent started on Brightneys mastery tho. Or I can keep grinding to get the others mains (I need atleast 2-4 more encounters for 100% for each main except Astro) and I have all requirements for the mains (not Vee) except their research. (I have 5000+ Ichor btw).

Hey guyssss
          
          I'm working on some Dandys world AU rn so maybe that'll release in a few months? I dunno. Also working on OSC X Reader but I dont have a lof of motivation :P Also are there any like, osc art contests cause I'm kinda bored ngll.

Ngl I think one of my close friends on yt kinda hates me soooo...uh..tough shit ig. Idk what I did wrong or maybe I'm just overreacting :/ (Kinda have a past ig so I just fear that one of my close friends is just gonna leave me one day :P)