PaiRi-el

I just wanted to tell you why I cut off all contact with you, even though it's no longer important. 
          
          My friends said you already have a girlfriend, and I know who she is. She looks nice and beautiful. That rumor kept circulating around me. It made me uncomfortable. Plus, you sent me and my family a letter stating your seriousness towards me. Are you crazy? You already have a girlfriend and still want to find another woman? That's a betrayal. I didn't have the courage to tell you that, because our relationship wasn't clear, so before it got any further, I ended up breaking it off unilaterally. And in hindsight, I also felt insecure because the letter said that after I graduated from college, you would come to me and propose to me. Ahhhhh, that felt like a burden for me, because seeing my family's situation was so bad, it felt like college wasn't even possible at the time. 
          
          And if you think about it, you should also find a woman who is equal in education and financially. And that's what happened. I cut off all contact with you before the relationship went too far. Although it wasn't clear and definite because it was only a short time, it was memorable.

PaiRi-el

Thank you. I also wish I could be happy, but it turns out that happiness will never be in my life. I try to stay alive for my child. I just want to know one thing, are you married too? Sorry for disturbing your life, I will not interfere with your relationship. Be happy ....