Ok first: Thanks sm for 14 followers! I (again- I keep saying this lmao) really appreciate how much attention and support you guys are giving me and the story! I’m writing 2 other stories, so feel free to comment what ships you want to see!
Second: (rant time lmao) So I’m doing this here, since I usually do these on my insta stories (but my irl friends now follow them and I don’t really wanna deal with them- even tho I’ll probably tell them later). I usually do these because talking about your problems is good and I like complaining (and if I don’t I’ll ‘bottle’ it up and get a bad mental health from my bad mind set lmao :-: ) I also kinda have like a bad idea in my head that I’m more masculine than feminine (btw I’m a gurl lmao). It doesn’t really help that a lot of people say I’m trans, a boy, etc. (Lmao I look like a boy) My mom makes fun of me for looking like a boy, and that I ‘dress’ like a boy (even tho she’s the one who buys my clothes). Today (since I crossed- dressed) I was wearing my brother’s shorts (because it was hot af out and I didn’t have anything else- and they didn’t fit him). They were from a few years ago, so I thought they would fit me. BOY was I wrong. They were really baggy and sagged on me. My mom picked me up from school (since I had an after school thing) and told me in these exact words ‘You look like you have a penis.’ No joke I almost choked. (On nothing lmao) Although it was kinda funny, it was just plain both rude and mean. She does these things, but I’m really sensitive about these things. (Lmao and I’m pretty sure she thinks I’m dysphoric and has low self esteem) She continues to insult me and has the nerve to say ‘oh what’s wrong? You’re not yourself.’ Then she continues to insult my voice (because it sounds lower than normal girls’ voices are) and keeps asking me what’s wrong. While I’m sitting there like wtf.... use your brain... hhhmmmmm, I really wonder... I was trying so hard not to cry.. lmao sorry got the long rant ;-;