PastellLavender
Do you ever just like daydream bout stuff in class and just like. Start feeling your throat and chest tense up because it got rlly sad and now ur focus is on trying not to start crying in front of everyone but you still can't stop thinking of this really dark and sad thing that happened to the characters you made up in your daydream and the worst part is it usually parallels with stuff that you have gone through yourself so that makes it even worse when you realize it and this can actually just happen anywhere so you're scared to start daydreaming again because you don't accidentally want sad stuff to start happening again in your daydreams but you still kinda have to because your emotional stability relies on it or is it just me
