𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 - 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐲.

I'm not very good at introductions, or at explaining myself properly. I'm not great with fancy words, grammar rules, or perfect sentences either. I'm the kind of person who stays quiet most of the time - an introvert, or you can say an amoeba-kind of girl, blending into the background, observing more than speaking.

I have many things inside me that I can't say out loud. That's why I write books.

My stories are not soft, sweet, or fairy-tale romances. They are forbidden, dark, obsessive, mafia-touched, intense - because that's how emotions feel to me. Strong. Complicated. Sometimes painful. Every book I write comes straight from my heart, my thoughts, my fears, my desires, and the feelings I don't know how to explain in real life.

The male characters in my stories are special to me. They are written the way I imagine a man should be. Not a boy. Not just a lover. Not an empty obsessive stalker. But a MAN - someone with strength, control, depth, flaws, and presence. The kind of man who stands firm, not loud. Who protects without begging. Who feels deeply but doesn't break easily.

Writing is how I breathe.
Writing is how I speak.
Writing is how I exist.

So yes - these pages are pieces of me.
If you find something messy, intense, or imperfect here, that's because I am too.
Welcome to my story.

- 𝐏𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐥 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐰 🖤