"you just got home from yet another terrible day at school. you sit on your bathroom floor, knowing it's time to go.
you find some sleeping pills, and set them on the counter in the bathroom. you go to find a pen and paper.
you've been preparing for this for a while, now. but this time, you know it's happening.
"dear mom and dad," you start out your letter to your parents. "i'm so sorry. sorry i put you through all that i did when i was here. sorry i made your life so hard. sorry i wasn't the daughter you wanted." you continue. "i just want you to know that i love you both so very much. tell my siblings that i love and miss them too. but also tell them that it will be easier now. it will be better now. i'm happier. you all are happier. it's okay." you scribble down one more sentence: "please don't blame yourselves."
you then start on your letter to your best friend. you tell her how sorry you are. all those times you made her listen to all of your problems. all those times you took things too seriously. those times you got pissed for no reason. you tell her how much you love her, and that you will miss her dearly. you're sorry you weren't the best friend. you're sorry you couldn't have always been there. you're just sorry.
"well," you think, "it's time..."
you grab all of the pills and swallow them down; this should work. within hours you're gone. dead. no going back.
you're parents come home from work, along with your siblings, whom of which were at a babysitter.
they call your name.
no answer.
they call it again.
no answer.
they scream at the top of their lungs.
no answer.
they bolt towards your bedroom, only to find that you aren't there. they panic, and run to the bathroom.
they open it to find you, dead, lying on the floor. your mother screams. your siblings get scared so they run to find your mother and father. they start crying. your dad grabs th..." http://wattpad.com/story/5421389
