Peacock the radio demon

Hey everyone this is my new account and if anyone wants my discord I will give it to you

I miss you;(

I’m dead and alive
          -Jade(Bea)

Your dad randomly cussed me out yesterday please tell him to stop calling me and texting me  on phone and Wattpad he is like 40 so he needs to stop asap if not i will change him with stalking so please ask him to  stop and yes im am aware of your mental issues

And now the end is here
          And so I face that final curtain
          My friend I'll make it clear
          I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
          I've lived a life that's full
          I traveled each and every highway
          And more, much more
          I did it, I did it my way
          Regrets, I've had a few
          But then again too few to mention
          I did what I had to do
          I saw it through without exemption
          I planned each charted course
          Each careful step along the byway
          And more, much, much more
          I did it, I did it my way
          Yes, there were times I'm sure you knew
          When I bit off more than I could chew
          But through it all, when there was doubt
          I ate it up and spit it out
          I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way
          For what is a man, what has he got?
          If not himself then he has naught
          Not to say the things that he truly feels
          And not the words of someone who kneels
          Let the record shows I took all the blows and did it my way

I know it seems strange, I don't mean to make you uncomfortable. I don't know why everyone is so rude; I don't know why you are. I don't want anything from you. Maybe a little bit of warmth, maybe a hug, dad? How about just a little bit of fucking decency!

Can you hear the silence?
          Can you see the dark?
          Can you fix the broken?
          Can you feel, can you feel my heart?
          Can you help the hopeless?
          Well, I'm begging on my knees
          Can you save my bastard soul?
          Will you wait for me?
          I'm sorry, brothers, so sorry, lover
          Forgive me, father, I love you, mother
          Can you hear the silence?
          Can you see the dark?
          Can you fix the broken?
          Can you feel my heart?
          Can you feel my heart?
          I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
          I long for that feeling to not feel at all
          The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
          I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
          I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
          I long for that feeling to not feel at all
          The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
          I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
          I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
          I long for that feeling to not feel at all
          The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
          I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
          Can you feel my heart?
          Can you hear the silence?
          Can you see the dark?
          Can you fix the broken?
          Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

POV: You get worried when you haven't talked to someone in over 12 hours.

How did you find me

I can remember when we walked together
          Sharing a love I thought would last forever
          Moonlight to show the way so we can follow
          Waiting inside her eyes was my tomorrow
          Then something changed her mind, her kisses told me
          I had no loving arms to hold me
          Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
          Lonely is a man without love
          Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
          Lonely is a man without love
          Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
          Knowing that it's cloudy above
          Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
          Lonely is a man without love
          I cannot face this world that's fallen down on me
          So if you see my girl, please send her home to me
          Tell her about my heart that's slowly dying
          Say I can't stop myself from crying
          Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
          Lonely is a man without love
          Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
          Lonely is a man without love
          Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
          Knowing that it's cloudy above
          Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
          Lonely is a man without love
          Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
          Lonely is a man without love
          Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
          Lonely is a man without love