...

S-she's gone... 
          
          Luna, she's gone! 
          
          She was always the strongest of us all after Scarlet- 
          
          Commander of the moon, she who destroys the unloved sky but- 
          
          but- 
          
          she's gone... 
          
          really gone...
          
          I knew I shouldn't have ignored that deal- 
          
          ...help?

((ooc vent)) 
          
          This is gonna be hard to say, so I'm just gonna say it. 
          
          I'm struggling a lot at the moment. Mental health going down, people at school, losing friends both irl and online and a general overarching hatred of myself has come back into my life. I wish I could say I'm gonna push through this for you guys, but I'm not sure if I can just push through, so I'm getting professional help for this. 
          
          I'm sorry if I'm not caught up on books, I have a reason that I've not had the courage to tell you all but I'm finally gonna say it. I'm struggling with fanfics at the moment, both reading and writing them, if they're about MCYT. There's a lot of drama in the community atm and I turned to MCYT when I was going through a really dark time and I don't want to relive that. It's not you, it's me, and if I don't read your books for a while I'll try to when I feel strong enough to again, but for now I'm finally putting my mental state first and not wanting to harm it anymore. 
          
          This doesn't stop the lore, and it shouldn't stop CoL. I'm just trying to look after myself, it doesn't happen often.

HELLO AGAIN AND THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING IN MY SILLY STUFF, HERE'S THE LINK TO THE PLAYLIST IN CASE YOU'RE INTERESTED AND HAVE A NICE DAY
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2kMZk593MjLHJCC7DR2Hr6?si=923y0iRWQ46w3fY6hjeB8Q

you should go check out the last two chapters cleo posted of your secret santa today and yesterday. they're really good

I fear the other three are going insane. 
          
          All control is gone- 
          
          Please send help! 
          
          All sense of reality is crumbling in the Void they inhabit-
          
          If you know anything ANYTHING that can help us
          
          Please tell your secrets- 
          
          Or I fear we'll lose another soon... 
          
          (*LROE)

(ooc) 
          
          Happy LGBT history month gang! 
          
          It's Black History Month in the US but here in the UK that's in October and Feb is LGBT History Month!!! 
          
          Hope you have a wonderful gay celebration <3

lol indigo sent me screenshots of how you reacted to my "cut"
          
          ...oops?

*taps mic* H-hello? 
          
          Is this on? 
          
          Uh- hi. 
          
          The main Pearl here... Scarlet... isn't here- 
          
          Uh, none of us know where she is 
          
          She just vanished- 
          
          I'm not sure why the other three pushed me to do this- 
          
          If anyone has any information as to where the leader/sense of control in this group has gone 
          
          Please help- 
          
          We have two saints crying about them being next- 
          
          Help?

Tick 
          
          Tock
          
          Tick 
          
          Tock 
          
          I hear them coming. 
          
          Every night 
          
          Every day
          
          All I know is they'll find me tonight 
          
          I tried to please them and now...
          
          ...
          
          I'm sorry...
          
          I'm not- 
          
          I- 
          
          Goodbye
          
          
          
          
          
          (Lore...) 

HELLO IM MAKING A PLAYLIST OF ALL MY FRIENDS FAVORITE SONGS AND I WOULD LIKE TO HUMBLY REQUEST YOUR CHOSEN ADDITION