Hey guys! Long time no see am I right?? *nervous laugh* hehe... I'm so sorry I haven't been writing for such a long time, I've got fabulous reasons and excuses! Okay so firstly, this is my second big exam year in school and I am expected to complete 5 courses at highest level with A's in each one. Stressful right? On top of that, my granny passed away a few months ago so we've been trying to sell her house and sort her belongings among us.
To put the cherry on the cake, I've been struggling with Anxiety and panic attacks more and more frequently, they now happen almost every night when I try to do my homework and catch up in school. I've been to see the GP and she just recommended a course and some exercise but she hadn't really helped me at all. I feel like I've failed my followers, and myself by discontinuing writing and I hate it. I hate the fact that I stopped writing altogether. I'm going to resume writing next year after my exams as it should be a little less intense at school and work.
Anyway, things have both worsened and improved for me since last time I posted anything, I got a boyfriend! His name is Sean and he is the most kind, understanding, handsome gentlemanly guy I could have ever hoped for! He treats me perfectly and I wouldn't still be here if it weren't for him! I love him so so much to the moon and back!
I also love you guys as I feel like you are always there cheering me on, every time I get a vote on a story, or someone adds it to their reading lists it gives me a little push towards writing again, so for that, Thank you.
Hopefully this has just informed you of my situation and why I seem to have just disappeared. Thank you so much and I hope to get back to writing soon!! xoxoxoxo X