Hello, my dearest roses. First and foremost, thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading my books. If you've just stumbled upon my page, welcome, and thank you for being here.
As many of you know, writing is more than just a passion for me; it's an integral part of who I am, an almost addictive solace. My "A Blue Rose's Petal" series is deeply personal, a reflection of my life woven into interconnected stories. While no single book tells the entire narrative, the patterns and threads throughout the series reveal the broader picture.
When my world crumbled, BTS became my anchor, the only thing that prevented me from completely succumbing to the abyss. But I wasn't healed; I was merely adrift. Then, I found a purpose, something to anticipate: writing. I vowed that if completing my books gave me something to look forward to, I wouldn't give up on other things until I finished these most precious creations.
Writing is my path to finding happiness, a concept my readers, and even I, often struggle with. For years, I've been fighting to reclaim that happiness, and countless times, I've felt close, only to find myself slipping back. Today, I fear I'm on that familiar path to where I was five years ago. I've always found my way back before, but this time, uncertainty lingers.
So, I need to tell you now: I might need to take a long break from writing. I am deeply sorry if I'm letting you, my readers, down. I promise to do everything I can to find my way back to you as soon as possible.
Thank you for understanding.