@Petty_Officer I'll be real, I don't remember you at all but I had to have followed you for a reason loll, but I've come to say - keep your chin up, man. I relate heavily. I, too, feel like I'm stuck in a hole, like I'm trapped between a rock and a hard place, and I love returning to my old acc to revisit the good old days. Looking back at how things were and seeing where I am today, how much of a failure I view myself to be, it's upsetting. But believe me when I say this, we are our own worst enemies - you ARE good enough, nothing you do has to be perfect. I don't know what your religious beliefs are, so feel free to ignore this bit, but we're all made in God's image, so even if you don't see it, you are perfect in His eyes, and you are enough. Remember that you're loved and you're seen ♡ if you need to chat feel free, I don't have discord, but I'm willing to lend you a listening ear through wattpad or Instagram if you're interested.