I'm depressed. Recently it got worse... and on Friday night I couldn't handle all the feelings I had bottled up inside of me and... I self harmed.
It got a little worse as the nights went on but tonight, it was bad. And I realized if I wanted to get better I needed to tell someone.
I kept my ill best friend up for 2 hours until 1am trying to tell him I'm depressed and I self harm. I finally plucked up the courage to tell him, and do you know what he said?
"It's ok I'll go to the shop tomorrow and get a big tub of glue so we can stick together through out this I'll be by your side no matter what."
I'm so lucky to have a best friend like him. Without him, I wouldn't be here. I was so close to killing myself tonight, until he called me on skype. He saved me.