PhantasticDuck

I POSTED AMERICAN BOY (Now called No Going Back) ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT!!!
          	
          	HERE'S THE LINK : https://www.wattpad.com/story/44736350-no-going-back-a-connor-franta-fanfic

PhantasticDuck

Sorry to all who follow me and actually read my stories, American Boy in particular.
          
          I am going to move all of my stories but American Boy and Reasons Why I Hate Danfics to my drafts so I can concentrate on that. because I love writing it and never have time to write it properly.
          
          So, to all the fans of American Boy, THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE SOON!
          
          I've also had a really big shock a few days ago which has caused me to not be able to sleep and stuff but I'm fine so that's why I haven't been writing properly <3
          
          Adios and have an amazing day/night <3333 xxx

PhantasticDuck

Jody just posted gay porn all over my twitter I'm crying

fearlahey

@PhantasticDuck What jody as in DarlingTroyler? HAHAHAHAHA I'm so glad my twitter isn't working XD
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PhantasticDuck

I'm depressed. Recently it got worse... and on Friday night I couldn't handle all the feelings I had bottled up inside of me and... I self harmed.
          
          It got a little worse as the nights went on but tonight, it was bad. And I realized if I wanted to get better I needed to tell someone.
          
          I kept my ill best friend up for 2 hours until 1am trying to tell him I'm depressed and I self harm. I finally plucked up the courage to tell him, and do you know what he said?
          
          "It's ok I'll go to the shop tomorrow and get a big tub of glue so we can stick together through out this I'll be by your side no matter what."
          
          I'm so lucky to have a best friend like him. Without him, I wouldn't be here. I was so close to killing myself tonight, until he called me on skype. He saved me.