Pinkleft7171

I hate this. The void is real. 

SapphireRiptide

@Pinkleft7171 Focus on bettering yourself or find connections in other people. When you focus on one person and one person only, you cloud your vision and you subconsciously prevent yourself from growing closer to other people. What helped me was hanging out with my whole friend group except my ex best friend. I found connection in all of them, and I felt so happy then. Or if that doesn't work or isn't an option, you gotta focus on bettering yourself. Start a new hobby, write something, draw something, go outside and reconnect with nature, listen to banging music, watch your fav TV show. Your life shouldn't just be limited. You only live once, and you choose how to live it, so live it freely :D
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Pinkleft7171

@SapphireRiptide any tips? I just need a new routine since I texted him and my bestie a lot. Now my phone just seems dead. 
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Pinkleft7171

I hate this. The void is real. 

SapphireRiptide

@Pinkleft7171 Focus on bettering yourself or find connections in other people. When you focus on one person and one person only, you cloud your vision and you subconsciously prevent yourself from growing closer to other people. What helped me was hanging out with my whole friend group except my ex best friend. I found connection in all of them, and I felt so happy then. Or if that doesn't work or isn't an option, you gotta focus on bettering yourself. Start a new hobby, write something, draw something, go outside and reconnect with nature, listen to banging music, watch your fav TV show. Your life shouldn't just be limited. You only live once, and you choose how to live it, so live it freely :D
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Pinkleft7171

@SapphireRiptide any tips? I just need a new routine since I texted him and my bestie a lot. Now my phone just seems dead. 
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Pinkleft7171

Single now we broke up. He’s the smallest man who ever lived since he legit wasn’t doing all the work I was.

AngelV0icedDem0n

@Pinkleft7171 I understand how you feel even though I've never broken up with anyone
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AngelV0icedDem0n

@Pinkleft7171 OMG I'm so sorry. I hope you can heal soon
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Pinkleft7171

Lowkey life rn is just anxious. I keep waking up, falling asleep and waking up again. I’m just scared of him hating me. We both love eachother but at the same time want a break because of my mistakes. 
          
          I leaned on my best friend and maybe ex too much. I shouldn’t have. I didn’t even realize I was doing it.

Pinkleft7171

@Fandomsh1t Yeah he just wasn’t for me. He was talking about the future too much, obsessing over me without making the effort. I was obsessed with him. I was clouded. He wanted me to move there which is disgusting at this point. I failed his boundaries. He failed mine. They both did. I hate this..
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Fandomsh1t

@Pinkleft7171 hey, it’s okay. Sometimes people can’t handle on how others feel, you just need to meet the right person that will listen to you and won’t leave on that when you’re feeling tough or the other is.
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Pinkleft7171

Idk where me and Xavy stand. Plus if we break up or just don’t be friends now then my mom wasted money. It’ll get better but I just can’t sleep. 
          
          I want a caregiver here for my age regression since it’s one of the things keeping me sane and I just feel like he’s mad at me or doesn’t wanna speak to me. I love him but I don’t know if he still loves me. We may just need a break or to meet in person to see where affection goes. 

Pinkleft7171

@Fandomsh1t ticket to my graduation. So yeah. We would’ve broken up later I know we would’ve.
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Fandomsh1t

@Pinkleft7171 a ticket for an event? You probably could just pay her back or if she says no suprise her with money one day idk. At least it wasn’t more than 7 bucks?? Like think about it, that’s less money, and you can still think about how bad it was, and how you’re mad about it, because I got issues with money too. But she gave it to someone else because you didn’t need it at the time. It’s better it’s going to someone else that’s going to go to it
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Pinkleft7171

@Fandomsh1t we just decided to break it off. And she only bought one of the ticket for 7 bucks so she can just give it to someone else.. and it’s just difficult. I chose the checkmate overall… they both won. 
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Pinkleft7171

I wish I could get money from Wattpad-

Fandomsh1t

@Pinkleft7171 maybe one day ! U can always make a short film on your own with people and get money for that
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Pinkleft7171

@Fandomsh1t Yeah true, I wish my short stories were turned into like short movies but I’m not as famous so nah. 
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Fandomsh1t

@Pinkleft7171 ohhh . I feel like the only way for Wattpad to make you famous or get money is to hope your story turns into a movie or something. They’ve done that with “The Quarterback” or QBB, or whatever that movies called, it’s on tubi. 
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Pinkleft7171

I’m trying to cope with personal issues right now but I’m still with him dw. Just not in person sadly until idk when and I hate not knowing when but I don’t wanna rush him. Since he felt rushed during our fight that I don’t wanna talk about.