Peregrin Took

PMS and Exams coming together to make me cry on a train, great

Gotta love it when seasonal depression, regular depression, anxiety and my period all come together to make me absolutely miserable.

Things you do as a uni student: 
          Try to understand what’s going on
          Give up
          Write a fanfic
          Think about how you will get a little treat after the lecture is over
          Wonder who came up with the concept of THE WORST SEATS in existence and decided to put them in a lecture hall
          Wonder who decided two back-to-back two hour lectures are healthy

As a gender fluid person who was born a girl I’d like to say fuck you to periods
          
          Got mine unexpected and am now wearing blood stained trousers while feeling incredibly uncomfy because I don’t feel like a girl but nature apparently feels like I’m a girl

Sup guyyyyys
          
          I’m straight up just triggering myself by the fics I’m reading
          
          So yeahhhhh
          
          But also I’m not gonna stop

I’m so ridiculously close to making it four months
          
          But I’m fucking miserable
          
          And I feel like doing it might help but also I know it won’t.

I be like: omg that’s so mommy
           and it’s a middle aged man
          
          I be like: omg that’s a tiny baby 
           and it’s a middle aged man

If my family was more perceptive and educated on lgbt topics I would’ve outed myself accidentally such a long time ago.
          
          But they have no idea why I suddenly like pink/purple/blue combo

Want to be a fabulous woman, but like, in the way drag queens and Scribe Elder Ho Tan are fabulous women, not in the way cishet women are

Not doing great