Peregrin Took

You know how sometimes when your brain goes into overdrive (idk, anxiety or sth) your body starts feeling EVERY FUCKING THING and now your pants are too tight and your shirt is too loose and all the labels are so scratchy and everything smells TERRIBLE except for that one safe smell?
          
          Anyway, people are too peopley today and the world is worlding and I don’t like it 

MEN IN SKIRTS
          
          MEN IN DRESSES
          
          MEN IN MAKEUP
          
          AAAAAAAAAAA

Starting to think that getting admitted to a mental hospital would actually at least get me a break

When it gets so bad that even scissors are tempting

People who are infuriated by trans people existing baffle me so much.
          
          Like bro if I’m going to the bathroom I’m probably tryna pee in peace, I couldn’t care less that the gal in the stall next to me is peeing from a different apparatus than me.

Fun fact about me is that depending on how bad the day is, I’ll either drink way too much caffeine or none at all.
          
          A good (ish) day = 1-2 coffees (four shots of espresso or so)
          
          A bad day = 3+ coffees 
          
          A terrible day = no coffee
          
          This means that my order on a bad day is *my drink of choice* with an extra shot of espresso, please
          
          And my order on a terrible day is hot chocolate with whipped cream 
          

How do people figure this shit out?

Am I rewatching the Thomas Sanders Having Pride video?
          
          Yes
          
          Is it the fifth time in the last month?
          
          Also yes

Haha what?
          
          I never really got trigger warnings until now lol
          
          There was a rather graphic sh scene in one fanfic I’m reading and like, fuck, that’s triggering me actually 

I FEEL LIKE CRYING BUT I CANT CRY I FUCKING HATE MY STUPID BRAIN