Pixel_Potato
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I haven’t been on here in a while ( i know but family and personal drama) and just know realized i hAVE 102 MOTHER FUCKIN FOLLOWERS!!!! IM COOL NOW!!! I’d like to thank all my followers, but i feel so bad since I haven’t been on for, like, five fuckin months. It took me two years and one or two or so books. And a dream. (wow this is fucking deep. like, i see adele rolling in it deep) But I’d like to take this time to share a secret, that most people don’t know about me: I’m pretty fuckin insecure about myself. No not the cliche fanfic ‘stage fright’ or ‘too scared to stand up for myself to bullying shits’ no I mean straight up ‘I feel like my friends only like me because they feel sympathy for me’ I try to tell myself something else, but that always comes back to me. And, hey, if im getting that off my chest i might as well ‘come-out’...in a way. Over the past two years I’ve seen my friends and people I follow come out and say they’re bi or gay or something like that. And i was always so jelous at how they know who they like. Me? I’ve always struggled until recently. I found out what I was, but like most people, I was scared. Because people will say “oh u just have to wait for him/her” or “You’re true love will come one day!!!1!” But i think it’s time for me to show my true colors and stop being so closed. Im not straight. Im not lesbian or bisexual. Im asexual. I’ve never had a crush in my life. I’ve never been attracted to anyone more than friendship or love for my family. And I love it. I’m the person that people go to for love advise because I think logically. I see people for who they are, without the mask of attraction. Very few of my closest friends know this, but i felt it was akward to say. But now, I’m free. I have nothing else on my chest. Only thing stressful now is the response... *deep breath* what a mouthful (ps this thing used up almost all of the word count!! im at 1941!)