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❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞

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❝ when we're in pain, people are too quick to say, 'get over it', 'move on', 'its not that bad' but we don't get over grief by denying it. we have to feel it, we have to give it it's due. we have to dive down to the very depths of our sorrow, relive every terrible moment and endure the torture of asking what could've been and what will now be. we have to bleed out before our hearts can start beating again. ❞
          
          ━ claudia gray, a million words with you

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❝ telling someone they need to let go and move on is speaking to them in a language they don't understand. letting go can be the most difficult thing to do, some of us never let go. we remain stuck forever. the language of letting go means placing yourself at a centre of a foreign place where you understand nothing. a place so uncomfortable, it stirs an anxiety in your belly, where each second is stretched into a lifetime. it is the acceptance of their death. whether there has been death or not. letting go is not knowing when you'll come out of them. it is knowing eventually you shall.	❞ - rupi kaur

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❝ it's just really scary how unpredictable people are. at one moment, they make you feel as if you're finally home and get you all comfortable and attached to them and the next they could be so brutally distant and harsh to you. that isn't everyone though. life has its own ways to teach us a lesson that is letting go of what doesn't want to stay. believe me what wants to stay will find a reason to, despite all odds. who wants to genuinely be with you will never abandon you. someone who doesn't wanna stay won't care how deeply you love them. it's a tough lesson to learn. i hope you let go knowing that the better is yet to come. stay strong. ❞

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❝ there will be some things you won't get over. some things that will sting you so hard they will set you back to where you started and you will hurt and hurt and hurt. but you will also rise from it. you will learn from the past. you will adapt and survive no matter how hard it gets. you will shape your own reality and accept how you should never settle for anything less than you deserve. ❞
          
          
          [✎ r. m. drake]

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❝ Maybe you should stop overthinking so much and trust the way life happens. Things change, every year you grow into someone else, every year you have the opportunity to start over again and begin to rise and face the world the way that you want to. Take this with you, you beautiful human being...don't be afraid to fail. Don't be afraid to fall. Don't be afraid to get your heart broken. Don't be afraid at all. The fear is in your head. The doubt is in your heart - and regret survives in the memory -  that is, of you feed it, if you give into it. So please before you go, overthinking is a self-inflicting act. It is the suicide, the doubt of self, the tragedy no one understands. It is instant death without lifting a single word so don't give into it. You know you're stronger than that and capable of so much more. ❞
                                                              ╰┈➤ r. m. drake 

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❝ When we're in pain, people are too quick to say, 'get over it', 'move on', 'its not that bad'. But we don't get over grief by denying it. We have to feel it. We have to give it it's due. We have to dive down to the very depths of our sorrow, relive every terrible moment and endure the torture of asking what could have been and what will now be. We have to bleed out before our hearts can start beating again. ❞
                       
                       - Claudia Gray, A Million Words With You
          
          
          
          PS, I won't be online much this month because of finals. Remember to take care and give yourself the care you deserve. Drink loads of water, eat healthy and make yourself proud. I'll be back soon. Much love❤️

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