we use the word "relapse" when we remember a memory that haunts us like a ghost, surfacing from time to time. oftentimes i would relapse back at the time of the Grimstone Tower arc. the hype and the feeling i felt as i wrote it, the support from my past readers that i very appreciate (so much that i wrote an appreciation post for them. i consider them my OGs.) i just look back at that time when i felt Everdawn was at its peak and i constantly think whether that time would come back or not. that time, its reads were just 1k i think? but now that we're nearing 16k, i just have relapses lol.
im saying this because the memory got triggered bcs of the Everdawn memes i made last year lol. even though there wasn't anything funny abt the Grimstone Tower, i still made memes. but now i can't make memes anymore with how grave the story is going T_T the plot is just getting heavy to make fun of it
welp, that's the yap. defy the fates arc continues