So, haha. I know I don't have any active followers, but I just want to say I'm sorry. I had another depression episode. I dropped everything for months, like my book, I quit my favorite sport and I quit taking care of myself to the point I cut myself off from EVERYTHING. But. I'm getting back on my feet. It was very hard for me, but I guess it only takes time.
If you see yourself crying in your room and you can't take it anymore. Stop. Take a step back. What are you doing? You're crying and thinking about ending it there. But why? Just because it's getting too hard? You hate yourself? No. Please stop hurting yourself. You mean something. You're not worthless. So just, don't end it. Begin something new. Just think, it's not your time right now, but someone else's. Be happy for that person you probably don't know, and wait for your time. It takes time and just a little bit of help.
It really means something to me when someone goes to another for help. That's what we have to do for each other. Getting the help you need for depression isn't pathetic or attention-seeking. It's a necessity. Just please don't believe you are alone. I finally got to the point where, I rejoined my sport, I got my true friends back, I re-tied my strings to my family, I found someone I truly like and all in all, it's going okay. It's my time to be here. So, just don't give up, okay? You're loved.
