R3BY_J4NE

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it's been a while since i used this account :) i miss 2023. i miss you all so much. i was genuinely happy back then. like truly.
          	
          	rp universe is fun… until people start getting closer as friends. and now, i don’t know. i’m disappointed. so disappointed. an admin left thinking we’d handle it together, but did we?
          	
          	coming back here doesn’t feel the same. no 15+ notifs. no spam. i miss bhoomi, tuti, khyati, riya, pearl, cherry, amelia, sara… and anyone else i forgot.
          	
          	now i have a new circle. 15+ new people. and yes, i’m close to them, really close. but it’s just not the same. life doesn’t feel the same anymore. i want to be here, back with you all.
          	
          	i can’t explain how shit i feel lately. maybe i’m selfish, but i just want to come back. truly. to a place where my words, my efforts, me...was respected.
          	
          	when i login here again, i hope my message won’t be ignored.
          	those who knew eva, the old me, two years 
          	ago.. i miss you. a lot.
          	
          	i miss when wattpad was my safe place. i’d come here just to talk. just to feel okay. discord is fine, but it’s not this.
          	i miss you. i miss us. i fucking miss you all.

R3BY_J4NE

Those new people may judge me but I just know you all won't ever judge me. You have been there in my cringe era so that should be a flex
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R3BY_J4NE

Also happy new year to everyone though it's been 6 months already lmao. I hope you all are doing well and fine. I hope you all have now reached more and more heights of success than before. I hope you all now are happy too.
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R3BY_J4NE

the guilt still eats me alive. catfishing. that version of me..it wasn’t real. and even though i apologised, i know deep down an apology can never undo the betrayal. i hurt people. i broke trust..i was wrong. i am wrong. and honestly, i don’t know if i deserve to be forgiven.
          	  
          	  it’s been two years. two whole years since you all “knew” me. but the truth is .. that wasn’t me. it was someone else. someone i created. and now? i can never be that person. i’ll never be her. and maybe that’s a good thing. 
          	  
          	  i know i’m selfish for coming back when i’m at my lowest. i know it looks like i only return when i have nowhere else to go. and maybe that’s true. and i just keep wondering... will it ever be okay again? will we ever be okay again?
          	  
          	  i don’t want to pretend anymore. i only want to speak the truth now. that’s all i’ve got.
          	  so please… if you’re still out there..can you come back too?
          	  i miss you. i miss everything. and i’m sorry. truly.
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R3BY_J4NE

this message may be offensive 
it's been a while since i used this account :) i miss 2023. i miss you all so much. i was genuinely happy back then. like truly.
          
          rp universe is fun… until people start getting closer as friends. and now, i don’t know. i’m disappointed. so disappointed. an admin left thinking we’d handle it together, but did we?
          
          coming back here doesn’t feel the same. no 15+ notifs. no spam. i miss bhoomi, tuti, khyati, riya, pearl, cherry, amelia, sara… and anyone else i forgot.
          
          now i have a new circle. 15+ new people. and yes, i’m close to them, really close. but it’s just not the same. life doesn’t feel the same anymore. i want to be here, back with you all.
          
          i can’t explain how shit i feel lately. maybe i’m selfish, but i just want to come back. truly. to a place where my words, my efforts, me...was respected.
          
          when i login here again, i hope my message won’t be ignored.
          those who knew eva, the old me, two years 
          ago.. i miss you. a lot.
          
          i miss when wattpad was my safe place. i’d come here just to talk. just to feel okay. discord is fine, but it’s not this.
          i miss you. i miss us. i fucking miss you all.

R3BY_J4NE

Those new people may judge me but I just know you all won't ever judge me. You have been there in my cringe era so that should be a flex
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R3BY_J4NE

Also happy new year to everyone though it's been 6 months already lmao. I hope you all are doing well and fine. I hope you all have now reached more and more heights of success than before. I hope you all now are happy too.
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R3BY_J4NE

the guilt still eats me alive. catfishing. that version of me..it wasn’t real. and even though i apologised, i know deep down an apology can never undo the betrayal. i hurt people. i broke trust..i was wrong. i am wrong. and honestly, i don’t know if i deserve to be forgiven.
            
            it’s been two years. two whole years since you all “knew” me. but the truth is .. that wasn’t me. it was someone else. someone i created. and now? i can never be that person. i’ll never be her. and maybe that’s a good thing. 
            
            i know i’m selfish for coming back when i’m at my lowest. i know it looks like i only return when i have nowhere else to go. and maybe that’s true. and i just keep wondering... will it ever be okay again? will we ever be okay again?
            
            i don’t want to pretend anymore. i only want to speak the truth now. that’s all i’ve got.
            so please… if you’re still out there..can you come back too?
            i miss you. i miss everything. and i’m sorry. truly.
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ixirnotfound

Heyyy friend!
          I hope you are doing well.
          Apologies for sliding into your profile, but do check out my story if time permits. It will mean a lot! ♡
          
          The story is ongoing and is more on the highschool and first love side, which hopefully you will connect to!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/382461675?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=VashnaviSrivastava