I love having such a bipolar masculinity as a trans FtM guy, like—
At one moment I have a more darker, masculine side that is usually more calculative, logical, strong and and even aggressive (towards those who deserve it, of course), like a goth cowboy or a gloomy, victorian queercoded vampire (specific af, I know lol) and then suddenly I listen to a bit of music, draw or daydream and I feel like a more feminine (still a guy) dark-aesthetic faeboy that is more sentimental, poetic and almost goddess-like? Like, hello?? I like it, tho, and it feels poetic. And like me. /gen /whimsy
I think Aphrodite and Aries are switching roles every now and then while watching over me, loll. /j
Just shower thoughts——