Rapidfire_RAKAN

Are you lonely

I'm okay, dw ABT it(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

I want to clarify wattpad still doesn't let me reply to announcements most of the time.

You'd be surprised on how effective using x's or * for slurs on wattpad is
          
          Sh*t f*ck wattsh*t j*b w*rk st*pid wattp*d

Hey, does anyone wanna hop on a call with me? I'm so bored-

You’re like a brother to me yk that? <3
          Ily in that platonic-sibling way iykwim:3
          Like without the hate pahahaha-

It's 2 am for me and I should totally be asleep but something happened and I'm REALLY REALLY MAD AT MY SISTER.
          
          So she has a good cooling fan in her room. It's like the best in the whole house probably, so since she was gone I took it into my room. This evening.
          
          I also talked to my parents about how hot it is at night and they said my brother had another ac he didn't use and they asked him if they could take it to take home.
          
          Now surely this would've been the end of it, right? I got my own ac, my sister got her own, everyone is happy?
          
          Well, apparently no because my sister decides that instead of taking my brother's ac she wants to come into my room at 2 Am in the morning and wake me up just so she can take her ac to her room.
          
          When I asked her half asleep, she said "you took this from my room so now you're going to get up, go downstairs and take your own, unless you want to sleep without air, which you can always do, but you'll end up drenched in sweat."
          
          So now I'm awake at 2:22 AM fully awake and not even nearly asleep and all because my sister wouldn't take the damn thing from downstairs and instead decided to screw me over.

A bit of a rant / vent but sometimes I feel like I'm a bad friend? Like idk sometimes I like being alone but I also like checking up on ym friends and it depends but for example, this week my best friend has been been staying with his father who lives near me and I haven't talked to him or barely played with him even though he's my best friend and all that. And it's just that lately I wanted to be alone but I also feel like I should've talked to him more and I feel guilty about it.
          
          Sometimes I also feel like I come across as weird or creepy or something like that. For context, about 6 months ago I got introduced to a friend who lived near me, and I hadn't seen him irl until a few days ago, but the way I did it was weird. So I casually asked him where he lived and turns out, pretty darn close to my grandma, so the day after I told him "hey so turns out tomorrow I am visiting my grandma so after that wanna hang out at your house and we get to know each other?" and I just find this so weird like WHO DOES THAT????? I ended up spending 2 hours with him but it was so unexpected that I don't really know what his parents think about me or something.
          
          And lately I haven't even been much on wattpad or discord either for the same reason. A friend has asked me to read something like... 3. Months. Ago. And I still haven't done it and it's also driving me wild but it's not like I don't want to do it, it's that I can't find the time (surprisingly) to do it. Even when I have free time, I use it to do other things and it makes me feel bad knowing I s ill have to do that.
          
          And it's just because I want to spend some time alone these days... Idk how to describe the feeling I'm so tired wugh
          
          

Okay so for some reason wattpad isn't letting me reply to your announcements / messages anymore

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          So true, I only know of like 2 other people in wattpad who are also Spanish and even then they're probably like +1000 km away