"sorry mom im a faggot"
Months
Kill myself, watch the leaves fall down
Earth keep on spinnin' every fuckin' year 'round
(Fuck that stupid girl)
But it always feels the same, so why should I be around?
I been makin' music in the fuckin' meanwhile (Fuck
July)
I don't wanna disappoint my mom, but I know I will I can never think straight, fill me up with pills When I go outside, I just pray I get killed Every fuckin' day, it's really kill or be killed I can't even eat, but I got my first mill' How I get my first mill' when I can't get a meal?
Scratchin' at my flesh, askin' God if I'm real I don't even know if God is real (months) I don't even know if God exists (months)
I don't even know why I do this shit (months) I don't even know why I suck so bad (months)
Makin' music every year, but I'm still so ass (months)
I don't even know why I stay on Earth
Every year of my life makes things much worse (months)
I don't even know why I stay on Earth
Every year of my life makes things much worse (months)