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Concealed again, I remembered the night I was seeing in another dream
          the one person I dropped inside of you
          don't look for him , because I'm not here yet
          
          Covering my eyes, what I was seeing was my world that I was about to lose
          remember; the words you forgot
          don't look for them, because I'm not here yet
          
          Unable to tell beautiful lies, I longed to be like a transparent person
          covering my eyes, what I could see was the scent of the dream that had fallen in winter
          
          If I touch the wind, would I be carried away?
          the slow motion bloomed secretly
          if I'm touched by the wind, my heart will be carried away
          
          Losing the words he tried to convey
          somebody is jumping into me
          remember; the words you forgot
          don't look for them, because I'm not here yet
          I'm being carried away
          
          
          From the memories of another day, I wounded a transparent thing
          covering my eyes, what I could see was the scent of the dream that had faded in the wind
          TK From Ling Tosite Sigure - White silence

How many days have passed like this?
          The city, the crow, is fading, moving on
          Sometimes I have wondered where you've done. 
          Stories carries on... Lonely, lost inside. 
          
          I had this dream so many times
          The moments we spent have spent, have passed and gone away
          Could there be an end to this?
          What I'm feeling deep inside
          You know there's no looking back
          
          Glassy sky, above, as long as i'm alive, you will be part of me. 
          Glassy sky- the cold, the broken pieces of me. 
          
          The mystery of it, I recall
          Suddenly the truth will change, the way we fall
          I didn't wanna hurt you, hope you know
          Empty promises, shattered dreams of love
          
          Sometimes I wonder what's beyond. 
          I tried many times to make it up to you
          Can somebody tell me what to do?
          Thought we're meant to be , but there's no looking back
          
          Time has already come
          The sun is gone - no more shadows
          Can't give up, I know, and this life, goes on
          I'll be strong
          I'll be strong, 'til I see the end
          
          Inside I've been shaken, my sanity taken
          Our broken halves, they intertwine, 
          From once was yours, and once was mine
          
          I'm breakable, unbreakable
          I'm shakable, unshakable
          I'm breakable, unbreakable
          I'm unbreakable
          
          Glassy sky above, 
          As long as I'm alive, you will be part of me
          Glassy sky the cold, the broken pieces of me
          
          Sometimes I wonder what's beyond
          I've tried many times to make it up to you
          Can somebody tell me what to do?
          I thought we're meant to be but there's no looking back. 
          
          Glassy Sky - Cover by AmaLee - Tokyo Ghoul √A

"I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim...I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone."
          - BMTH "Can You Feel My Heart?"

A few months ago,  I attended with my family to a memorial party for a 14 year old girl who committed suicide. When it happened, her mother was hit the hardest. It was like getting the wind knocked out of you by a supernatural blow, and having to drag yourself down the rest of a not nearly narrow path, with heavy weights, just as powerful as the blow (if not heavier), grappling your legs. 
          Foot after footstep, your heart is awakened with an endlessly, restless, poisoned air of love and devotion. But to whom? You wonder. Why, your daughter. Who committed suicide. Did I not do enough? How could I miss the signs? Just year summer... I thought... I was bathing her little body in the sink, and showing her how count to ten. 
          
          "Jenny" by Nothing More, makes me think of her mother and her. I didn't understand the meaning of the song, until I went to her "Lexi Legacy" memorial party. Listen, or look at the lyrics. They really are something. Powerful, while not dragging you on. It's a message to those who are thinking about suicide. Not a pity party, but a message of love. 
          
          "Jenny" by Nothing More reminds me=
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TWr2pj6kqM

Stumbled across your profile and I love your about section! I love some of those bands you listed. :)

@garyjarvis1976 That is very strange. No, I didn't take my account down.  I guess Wattpad was maintenancing.

@MCPittpow Dont get bent up if you don't get recognition right away. From what I read, you're an amazing writer. Just make sure you write because its from your heart, not to get votes and likes. It's better to touch someone with your writing, than to just give them what they want and entertain them. =)

@MCPittpow  I think it is. : ) I thought it was just a poem, good to hear you're making a book for it! I'll keep up with it and comment.

Yes, I am a Wattpad Addict. Or just have an undiagnosed case of lazy-itis.

@garyjarvis1976 I try. You don't have to thank me every time I vote.  Thank you though, for taking time to post to my wall!